Mon-chrie

2006-11-19T01:00:00.000+08:00

i suppose ill end my blogging journey here. will move to friendster blog. ciao.

Weee

2006-11-06T02:09:00.000+08:00

Wow this blogg is getting dusty...
*dusts off the cobswebs*

yeap.. i havent updated this in months becasue ive been pretty lazy :(

' Neway... i think its getting late and i shld get to bed. Meeting my grp mates tomorrow morning before class to work on the id project... Have a Goodnight ! '

2006-08-23T23:26:00.000+08:00

studio proj is realli tough this time cus we've to go to sch from 9-5 everyday, doin our work in grps.
so today we managed to call up afew tattoo artists to ask for permission to video down a tattoo process. in d end, the one in heeren offered to help-which is really nice of him. but the thing is, he culdnt find any customer for us to film; so we either have to find a person we know to go for a tattoo, or we've to tink of an alternative method.
actualli ive been thinking on haveing a tattoo for quite some time, but im really afraid of the pain, n of cus my parents. *sighhhh*

d guy's Gerard, nice fella. he's act a Vet, a Photographer, AND a tattoo artist at d same time!.. i mean, how cool is tht! so he's reallllyy waiting to see wad we have prepared for him, and he's really demanding. this is all so last min. omg. ok im super slpy now. tata

2006-08-20T12:30:00.000+08:00

went out to Raffles City with my grpmates to capture some pics for my studio proj as our prev photos were rejected by our supervisor. so hope tht these pics can b used this time round!

so aniways, we ended at ard 5+pm, then ahling n me went to Citylink to jalan jalan while Nissa went to meet her frd(while she got lucky bumping into someone*). Eli joined us at ard 7+pm for dinner and then we met limin at ard 9pm at Tanjong Pagar for some drinks.

While we were waiting for Limin outside the mrt station, we saw a bunch of guys and girls introducing each other. guess they just met or smth. but d girls all damn ahlian lahhh... (d guys arent any better too).

coincidentally, we went to the same pub as them. hahaha. "De Club", limin guessed the manager has changed cus d other time when we were there, the place was kinda diff. The place is much better now. prettier waitresses(not so ahlian n dao), cute auntie, younger crowd, n nicer ambience. lol.

we all drank ard 3jugs of tiger(cus we drank ahling's portion) and sang some songs. surprisingly, the songs are quite new leh. there's this girl(who's a regular) who can sing really well!

so we sent eli off at ard 11+pm n d rest of us stayed til abt 12 den we took cabby home.
AND now im realllyy sick!! great.

2006-08-17T17:06:00.000+08:00

lalala im in sch now doing my grp proj. damn stress man.
stress until i keep eating. LOL
n im having a bad sorethroat can... sighhh..
ok im bored. tata

2006-08-17T01:10:00.000+08:00

OMG! for d past few mths, my blog has been dead-totalli not workable. But my blog is now working again!!! its a miracle man. alright i shall start bloggin to express my gratitude.

this wk is the beginning of my studio proj 3, which is my 'exams' after this semester. its a 3wks major exam, or rather a project. in grps of 3-4, we've to create a web application on "fever". So, we chose to do on '"tattoos".

tho is not a 'paper' exam, its really tiring. we've to stay in sch from 9am-6pm everyday, in that same comp lab, constantly thinking of ideas n designs. this is even more tiring than doing aerobics or jogging or wadeva. i feel slpy like everyday and every moment.

met my dearies today to celebrate esther's bday(which is tml). had really alot of fun!.. love them to bits. Thank God for giving me frds that i cud always lean back on;knowing that they'll always b there for me. laughed at almost everything n anything that we cud find/see. but i didnt speak much tday as im REAALLLY exhausted PLUS ive a damn bad sorethroat. =(((((

OH YA! watched "click" today. it was really good man!!.. eli n nissa watched with me at Cine, and we cried so much tht we cudnt breathe!(ok tht applies to me onli). really recommended!

2006-07-05T23:42:00.000+08:00

im taking forever to blog this man. sorry guys! i havent been blogging for AGES!LOL
aniways, things' been goin pretty much d same, just that the amt of workload has been increased by a thousand milllipedes height(ok not makin sense).
For the past few weeks, i've been chionging my projs and assignments(of cus, bcus i do it last min) hence resulting in late nights every day, or no slp AT ALL. which is why i've fallen so damn sick-3times in a row, and now im still havin a slight fever+cough+flu+sorethroat. yes poor me.

the 2wks holiday was crappy, cus of the unbelievable no. of holi assignments to rush b4 sch reopens. i reli don ustd why dey gave us a 2wk holi in d first place when we students suffer even more with all the holiday projs to rush like gundoos?

enuf wif d complainings. Had classes as usual today, ended at 2pm, n some of us went to town to window shop(the rest were alil tired so we went ahead). So, we (eli, nissa, me) went to watch "Just My Luck" at Cine. Well, the show was not bad, typical chick flick but it wasnt that 'fluffy' as being compared to "mean girls" n etc. Eli was basically screaming and going gaga over the male lead(ok i screamed alil too.lol). i wudnt mind watching it again if it was free. hahahaha

After tht, we went to Fareast and had our dinner at the Ramen place. Den we shopped ard n i bought this pokkie dottie hairband! hahaha it was jus for d fun of it;ive to find an occasion to wear it someday. =S

ok i had my drowsy cough medcine while i was with d gurls til now and its reli makin me tipsy.
bloggin aint that 'dreadful' uh?lol

okii til denn,
ciao!!!!

2006-05-16T02:09:00.000+08:00

IM ULTRA BUTRA GUTRA PUTRA BUSY! =((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

2006-04-22T23:57:00.000+08:00

Today's so wonderful!

invited my poly frds to church!! Andrew, Kenneth n Eli went; with Cheryl, Daniel n me. feels so gd to b worshipping God again!. Unfortunately, today's sermon wasnt by pastor Jeremy. however, ive learnt quite afew things too.

today's sermon was abt ,how to rmb God. many of us, inc me, neglected God without being aware. we always priorize our studies, career..etc first, but not God. why cant we work towards our goal, n also serve God tgt at d same time?.. the speaker said, "ppl can be very successful n rich, without God, easily." its very true. but wad makes a diff with n without God is, whether you'll b happy. Just lyke my parents. b4 they were baptised, all they know was to work n work, but not knowing wad exactly they're working for/abt. all they cared was abt 'to get raise, to get promotion, to get bonus...etc". but now, tho they've much lesser money now as compared to las time, atleast they're happy. atleast they both know WHO they're working for. n they're happy.

i realised tht i reli neglected God. i knew it all along, but i kinda jus let it go;denying. i know its kinda diff, but i'll try nt to backslide. i hope tht my frds won too. we'll all move each other towards God ok?.. even if i don attend essy's church, ill try to attend my parents' one. =)

ANYWAYS, today's company was damn fun. seeing how well my poly frds n my 'old' frds clicked, i felt so touched. reli reli reli thankful for havin such wonderful frds!! wad more cud i ask for?
its like, i don usualli hangout with cheryl n d others in the 4yrs of my sec sch; onli until after our graduation, den i found this bunch of very precious ppl. n they're all believers of the Christ!

all of us had dinner at Mayim(westmall) tgt. had so mani hilarious things happened obviously with ppl lyke essy n daniel there; how normal/sane can we be? after tht, we went to Coffeebean n chatted for awhile, until my poly frds had to go home cus they live lyke super far away. so d rest of us went home too.

Cheryl, Essy, Daniel n me slowly walked out to the overhead bridge there to wait for a cab. while waiting for one, we chatted n did some stupid things. being a retard, essy went to wave at strangers. den all of us waved at the passengers in every bus tht passed by us. hahah it was funny to see d looks on the passengers' faces.
love them to bits la!

2006-04-16T21:34:00.000+08:00

Today's Jesus' Resurrection Day!.. went to church with my parents to celebrate His resurrection day. almost cried out but din cus im alil shy. lols. d choir performance today was not bad.. really touching.. but too bad im too tired to pay attention to the sermon today. hahah. ended at ard 8+pm, earlier den i expected.

went to town with Linghui today. in search of my jacket. Bought the Roxy Jacket that ive been eyeing for afew days. costs $85. *ouch*

spent reli alot lately. bot a vintage bag for 40bucks! PLUS a nike bag(nt v.sure how much isit yet). all these in jus 2 days?.. ahhh i reli nid to save up on many things. =S

Sch finally starts tml!!.. kinda lookin forward to it. on d 2nd tot, mayb not. -_-

2006-04-13T20:55:00.000+08:00

been havin probs with my parents, only now its gettin alil outta hand. dey aways tell me,
"if u feel neglected or anithing, jus tell us okay?".
thing is, its very hard for me to tell them.mom always say wanna bring me out to shop, but its kinda hard to hang out with her d whole day . firstly, we have nothing to talk abt; 2ndly, we have totally diff tastes in dressing-obviously; lastly, i don hav d habit to shop with mom/dad.

ok i don wanna mk it sound lyke everyting's their fot. my most terrible horrigible fot is; i always give them buay song replies. i dunno y, but whenever my parents talk to me, ill feel moody. u can say that i hate talking to them. talking, or rather replying them is lyke a chore. dey can spoil my mood easily n in no time. for example, i was spring cleaning tht day n my mom came into my room to tell/nag at me. i jus asked her to shutup n don mk noise cus im super irritated. well, some of u might not tink of it as being rude, but ive nv been really rude to my parents b4(cus im quite guai one ok?) b4..sooo..... i dunno la. mayb im pmsing. but i cant b pmsing the whole time right?

dey've been super busy with their church thingys lately. so busy tht i onli see them late at night(some od the times im out at night too.). dey used to call mi when im still out at night, bud dey don do tht animore. i cant possibly tell them to stop doing their church stuffs n jus bum ard wif me. i know dey are busy, i don blame them cus dey're doin d rite thing. worst is, i don even enjoy watching TV animore, d more i don interact with them.

my dad's having some dinner outside now, so theres onli my mom n myself in dis hse now. tried to watch tv awhile with her while eating dinner. nothing to talk, as usual.. so boring tht she has to call my aunt n chat with her on d fone. and its abt me,partly. she went to the dining table n chatted, while im switchin channels;switching n switching, until i heard my mom talking things abt me. i mean, if there's ani prob, come n tok right in my face. don fcuking 'share' it wif whoever. ure saying u dunno wad to do? how abt me? nobody talks to me abt dis thing. u all have ure church frds n siblings to share things atleast. sis in australia, 's not reli nice to trouble my frds ab famiily probs too. i shud b d one worrying rite?.
i tink its partly bcus, my sis is in australia. she's usually d one who organise family dinners, bday celebrations n stuffs. tis is exactly wad i foresee even b4 she left for australia;but not as ultimate lye dis. it's not tht i don want to talk to them, is i cant bring myself to-

all i can do is to avoid.
yes call me a coward.

2006-04-08T00:48:00.000+08:00

spent bits here n dere, not knowing tht ive alr splurged. ate at Seoul Garden in AMK from 11.30am to ard 1.30pm with my poly dears n walked to sch for our posting results n briefing!...

feels gd to b back to sch, saw so many familiar faces ard.=D
so we got our posting results; everybody got into their desired focuses;which means i got into IM-Interactive Media!!!... Finally i can call myself an IM stooodent!..YAYness!

so d usual clique went to town n shopped ard b4 meeting Linghui at ard 5+pm at Fareast.
oh man, i jus love her. we can reli splurge jus on clothes n accessories. =D
tis is wad i bot basically.:

lovely casual shirtfor onli 18bucks!

made tis cap at Fareast for fun. $15; n one of my fav colour green!

love tis Adidas cosmetic pouch=)

n lastly tis casual army green jacket. bot it at Bugis for onli 20bucks!..

all these added up lyke a huge bomb in my pocket. treat it as a celebration lor. heehee

oh yaaa! we went to NewUrbanMales at Heeren. i jus LOVE the guys there. HAHAHAHHA.
or rather, a guy there. heehehe.. theres tis guy who's workin there most of the time since i saw him most of the time. He's soo cute omg!. when both of us went in, he kept asking "May i help u?", n i jus giggled away. wahlau so damn embarrassing. i giggled another time jus b4 goin out of the shop when he asked us d same qns again. LOL. Linghui was kinda embarrassed by me.=((( nvm linghui, i still love u. =D

NewUrbanMale RAWKS !..=D=D=D=D=D
im gonna visit him again soon. HAHAHA jkjk

2006-04-06T00:57:00.000+08:00

Today:

accompanied Juns to TP with cheryl in d morning!. TP's soooooo wonderful! love the sch!. reli reli reli reli nice..OH!. forgot to mention that the food at Tp's soo freaking cheap? Freaking Nasi lemak is only ard $1.80 for hell lotsa ingredients i tell u. i gotta say, the servings are pretty generous!!
After that, we went to Galilee n had drinks +snacks, while Juns ate his lunch.

p/s:Juns! thanks for the drinks u've treated us! =D
yeah, den we decided to tk neoprints n it turned out alil weird. =S

ya wadever heehee~

met up with Linghui n Aiping in town at ard 5+pm, den we went to get flowers for our dear bday girl Xueting!

so tis is the flowers we got by mixing n matching. lovely huh! =)
linghui is the model in the pic, but obviously she is of no importance here. lols

so we went to Cafe Cartel in Cine n waited for Ting. In d meanwhile, we tot of pranking ting; so we 'pakat'-(meaning ganging up) with the only male waitor to present the bouquet of flowers to Ting after our meal. hahahaha. i feel kinda sad for the waitor, since he's d only guy working den. ahahahhaha. everything was planned n carried out smoothly; Ting got a shock; n d 3 of us laffed lyke a bunch of crazy Hyenas. hahaha

bday girl n me

her pressies!

hahahha jus wanna act sweet okay happy?

so i got bored... was act yawning when Linghui snapped tis photo. LOL.

LINGHUI IS SUCHA BO LIAO TUTU KUAY.

2006-04-05T02:01:00.000+08:00

went to eastcoast on Monday, supposedly to be a class outing;but it turned out to b jus d few of us, as usual.
ling took many pics, all ugly, so 'm not gonna post it. hahahahhaha! it was a fun n retarded day. i was basically nutty n ugly tt day.

metup with Linghui too; she gave me a 'pair' of tix to the "Inside Man'' movie which is showing today, at Cine Cathay 7pm. and she left another pair for her n her darll. Only until when my frd Alvin n i reached Cine den Linghui told me its actualli a pair of free tix, not four free tix. LOL. weli cutes la sheee..!
aiya, but cant leave Alvin alone, cus he rushed down to Cine after work from BB!! so in d end linghui gave us the free tix instead. hahahhaa poor us. only after d movie den we ate our dinner n chatted for awhile.=)
Alvin reli resembles 'qi yi wu', esp his smile. arghh don ever tink abt it. LOL. kidding!
oh btw, the movie is kinda... mm.. missed abt 30mins of the show. lols. managed to ustd the show abit lars. but Alvin was totalli clueless abt it. ahahhahah. so yaa! gonna celebrate Ting's bday tml! so looking forward to it!.. =D=D=D=D

2006-03-28T01:31:00.000+08:00

ok, here're some random pics i took with my hp. finally got my bluetooth USB now so i can transfer files from my hp to my comp! COOLEST!

me n jx celebrating our bdays on 18th march. (his bday was 3 days b4 mi tho'). argh my eyes were so puffy.

grppiee photo!! =)) gonna miss them!

attended my cousin's wedding jus few days ago. was held in a Catholic Church; beautiful. d bride n groom were so goodlooking n may God bless them!.. videoed down the walk down d aisle, d bride throwin d bouquet of flowers n stuff bud nt very sure how to upload it.

taken with pretty Jiaen b4 i got reli drunk. Jiaen has double coloured eyes! cant reli see here tho

got more drunk alr

checkout how red my face is compared to d darling! its reli hilarious tho. lols

went out with Cheryl baby today; sang kbox after gettin my bluetooth usb. =D
kbox was fun! laughed lyke nutsies inside hahahha . n we were screaming lyke bimboes when we saw Wang Li Hong in this mtv. took mani stupid pics n recorded our act cute voices as we sang S.H.E song. ahahhaha. OH! cheryl videoed our act cute faces while singing to S.H.E. how dumb.

i luk scared cus im scared of the flashh >_<

"im trying to singg here.. hello??"

ALAS!

2006-03-25T00:32:00.000+08:00

this is bad.
havin serious pms during this holiday period.
sis in aus, parents hardly tok to me,stress over nth. everythin jus accumulates.
now everythin n anythin minute cud affect my mood now. tts so frustrating.

got relli relli bored of the sucky life im havin now.
getting sick of the job im gonna start soon. imm sooo inpatient.
getting sick of wad im feeling right now.
got soo frustrated over some personal stuffs
lastly, jus realised tht i din atleast wish ziyang a 'happy birthday' when he even bot me bday present;cabbed down to my hse n passed it to me. plus he's one of the 'firsts' to call mi on 17thmarch 12am to wish me. argh im so freaking guilty.
worst thing is, i din realise its his bday at all, onli jus until half an hr ago(n his bday was OVER) when i sortof demanded him to get smth for me. den he blamed me tht i din wish him happy bday n 1st thing i told him was abt my favour. -sighs- everything just pile n pile n pile until it reaches to the peak;until it explodes. im waiting tho.

i am also very sorry for being so quick-tempered lately, esp towards my closer frds tht i usualli meetup with. i cudnt help but to show abit of attitude towards them. i get pissed n frustrated over very small matters, so better .................... ok sorry peeps.

i get esp depressed when i got home cus my parents obviously don give a shit abt me; frds arent act 'there' for me; n i play maple story lyke there's no tml. i do, really. -its lyke maple is my only companion for the rest of the nite once i got home. nth else. initially i tot it was fun, but now i feel kinda stupid playing these games;just to fill up my loneliness. i know im not exactly lonely;ive frds n all. but its just nv enuf. i still feel tht nobody really cares for me. i am still lonely.

i seriously need to get a damn life.

2006-03-23T02:50:00.000+08:00

YAYness!
finally changed my blogskin after so mani centuries.
now only left with the music player. just couldnt upload songs into my player, anone knows?
Nissa, Eli and ahling came over to watch 'Brokeback Mountain'!! OMG. its so freaking cool i tell u. haha but there wasnt enuff 'intimate' scenes;to me.. ahling said it was just nice tho. lols. Jake reli did a gd job in acting as the 'girl' part. i love him to d core!!!

met john, ken n andrew for dinner at Westmall after tht. ahh love my life now. =D

2006-03-19T00:24:00.000+08:00

just wanna tk this chance to thank all my darlings out there who've been planning all these n buying those pressies! dey're really sweet! n the cake my poly frds got for me was delicious too! =) really love them to a fat max!!

ahling stayed with me til ard 12+am, which is just now. really very sweet of her laaa. she made this 3pges card for me! not d 4get my other poly frds lyke eli, nissa, jiahui, n d rest of d guys. oh! Larry n Jx finally turned up too! i really feel honoured, i must say.

to my utmost shock, i received a call from Ziyang n was told to go down in another 3mins to collect my pressie!!!.. really very very sweet of him too!.. he's reli nice la, considering tht we're not EXACTLY close, n yet he bot me a pressie! haven seen him in quite awhile;changed so much! umm for d better of cus. =D

sumsum oso bot me a pressie too!.. reli sweet of him too. ok i know ive said 'sweet' for lyke a thousand gazillion times hahahha. aniways, sumsum cutie pie gave me a surprise on d nite b4. hahhaha was actualli quite dumb la, bud ya he's reli sweet. =D

THANKS AGAIN TO ALL MY DARRSS!! LOVE YA LOTS! REALLY DO OKAY! =))

2006-03-18T01:52:00.000+08:00

"happy bday to me, happy bday to me happy bday to mememememe, HAPPY BDAY TO ME!!"

haaha jus trying to tink of smth 'un-typical' to start d entry with.
today; went out celebrating my early bday with cheryl junming n daniel. d rest cudnt come so its okay. aniways, we enjoyed alot too!.. went to Settlers' Cafe at Holland V for dinner + some gamings.

u guys shud rely checkout Settlers' Cafe. dey provide food, of cus, n dey have tonnes n tonnes of board games, cards games, u name it!..
played Hamster Roll, Blackmail, Slamwich, Pit, n many many others. really cool stuffs. played for ard 4++hrs n ordered food there. we ended up spending $107.30 in total for 4 ppl!.. omg. so darn ex lar. wanted to pub/club initially, bud its way too much for our pockets.

so we walked over to Coffeebean n chilled there(cus Nissa's workin there, n i get free stuffs. hahahaa).
nissa's a realll sweetie piee. she gave us many many cookies, n she gave me a generous slice of blueberry cheesecake with a candle on top! haahhaha so sweet! love her loads. =)

so we chatted til almost 1am n cabbed home. Flagged a Mercedez cab today!(damn rare, must b my bday). =D

dey got me a pink g-string which has 'Sexy' studds on it. hhhahaha. n a winnie d pooh cup. love it! dey oso got me a "I HATE YOU" card(thanks ah) with many stupid msges in it. ahahaha dey're d best =D

i luk ugly in all d pics, cus im so shagged. oh tts me n cherylllll

tts d brokeback gays: junming n daniel. hahahah KIDDING!

n finallly, d four of us. din get to tk mani pics cus all of us were too exhausted.

really quite rare to hangout with daniel cus he's been studying in Aus for SO long and i don usually hangout with him, tho he's from band too. aniways, he's great man. really funny guy. hahhha.

2006-03-17T00:22:00.000+08:00

finally persuaded myself to blog.
studio proj's presentation was so screwed, i tink i shall skip that.

counting down 1more day to my bday which is on this Sat. well, not feeling reli excited tho.
dis yr's bday's kinda disappointing. sighs
horrible stdio proj presentation to start off the week; mom goin on holiday fer this whole wk; sis in australia, so no celebration with family dis yr.(which i usualli do celebrate my bdays every yr with them); essy pui pui cant celebrate with d rest of us tml.

reli a bad month. so many bad things happened in this month; not reli a gd time to celebrate too. i dunno, but i feel smth's missing. -sighs-
ill try to enjoy wad i can nw.

was discussing with cheryl n junming abt tml's plans. really really very sad to know tt essy cant mk it. but well, its ustdable; cudnt force ppl n we al know she's not in a celebrative mood now. jus hope tt d four of us can gather agn n really spend alot of time tgt!.. really miss essy pui pui. =(
back to the pt;was tinking of clubbing tml after 'Settlers' Cafe' at Holland V. budden junming donwanna club cus its ex n he's aafraid of the checking of IDs. =(( guess we'll hav to go pubbing den. tml's celebration will b interesting. a mixture of diff ppl from diff classes n diff cliques. kekeke. theres gonna be jason tan, daryl and daniel joining us. hope its gonna b fun ! =)

met sumsum on d way home. wad a surprise! cus he's staying at another part of sg. so ya, it was so sweet of him la ya. =D

2006-03-08T01:39:00.000+08:00

P/S:the 'tag' game is at d prev entry btw.
i wanna do some surveys. im dying of stress. lols

Survey:
[wallet] ive 2. one sporty green with black Mickey Mouse; 2nd one wud b a various mixture of colours from billabong.
[hairbrush] err...? big plastic hairbrush.
[jewelry worn daily] my big earrings n green adidas watch n my belt(almost everyday)
[pillow cover] polka dots! my whole bed is polka dots!
[shoes] ive quite a few pairs but i usually wear my turquoise sneakers from Ozoc.[cologne/perfume] don use at d moment
[piercings] 5 of them.
[clothes youre wearing now] Black plain tee and FBT shorts
[hair] many diff tones of brown.
[room] very cozy n messy. of cus, my room is lime green in colour!.

MIXED QUESTIONS:
[wishing] wish i can get into wadever course i wan, graduate n get a steady job tht pays me well too.
[after this] hopefully i can start doing my major proj.
[talking to] some frds n sum
[eating] nothin.
[fetishes]ooo! mus u ask!!! ive a fetish for GAYS KISSING DAMNIT! dey so turn me on.
[some of your fav. movies] i luv musicals with gd cinematography. so it has to b The Phantom Of The Opera at the moment. love those kinda Greek movies too; eg Troy, LOTR
[somthing youre looking forward to] d end of STUDIO PROJ! i cant wait to shop
[last thing you ate] soup
[something youre hella afraid of] whoaa tts alot. umm.. BIRDS, LIZARDS, FROGS, fishes, moving clickens. aiya many
[if you could have any animals as pets] definitely a lil dog! used to have hamsters; love hamsters too
[three cities you wouldn't mind relocating to] Aus, Swit, Japan,Korea, Hawaii.
[some of your fav. foods] Jap cuisine, Thai, pastas, black pepper/curry crab!!
[something you wish you could understand better] mani things/ppl
[miss someone you haven't seen in a long time] Sum, tho we jus met not long ago. lols. miss my PPP family too!
[like candles] lyke watching them
[like incest] def Not
[believe in love] yup.
[believe in soulmates] Yes
[believe in love at first sight] mm not exactly.
[believe in forgiveness] yes
[want to get married] of cus la!
[want to have kids] errr im afraid of labour.but i guess ill still hav kids la.
[believe that you know the person that you"ll marry at this point in time] errr no.

IN THE LAST 24 HRS HAVE YOU:
[cried] nope
[bought sumthin] Mac
[gotten sick] yes. sorethroat agn
[sang] whoa ive 4gotten
[eaten] Mac!
[been kissed] mm. y..up
[felt stupid] No
[met someone new] schmates counted?
[moved on] yup
[talked to an ex] yeah
[missed an ex] mm abit
[talked to someone you have a crush on] yup
[had a serious talk] mmyup
[missed someone] Yes
[hugged someone] yes
[fought with your parents] Nope
[dreamt about someone you can't be with] nop

SOCIAL LIFE:
[boyfriend/girlfriend] mmnt complicated..
[hobbies] ooo many. i lyke animating actualli lols.loves to bum n laze ard. singing too.
[pager/cell] cell yes, pager's tooo outdated alr, tho ive lyke 2 pagers in my drawer.lol.
[are you the center of attention] errr i dunno?
[car you drive] i don drive
[would you rather be with friends or on a date] err, depends. but frds are my priority-shit i cant spell.
[job] dunno.
[attend church] sumtimes to my parents church. tho its gettin lesser nowadays. reli bz with sch[like being around people] of cus!
[have you known the longest] besides my relatives, mmm.. my pri sch frd?
[who do you argue with the most] don reli argue, unless im reli pissed
[who you always get along with] frds
[is the most trustworthy] few of my frds
[makes you laugh the most] my dearest frds n some of my classmates. dey all rock!
[has the coolest parent(s)] i tink mine.lols
[has the coolest sibling(s)] my sister? heehee
[is the most blunt] hmmm none reli
[is the smartest] nobody's smarter den me. HAH im kiddin.

PERSONAL:
[who is your role model] too many in all diff aspects lols.
[pet peeves] no comments la.
[ever liked someone you had no chance with] yeep
[ever lied to your best friend] yes lols.
[ever wanted to get revenge on someone ] mm ill only imagine myself killing tt person n 4get it soon after.
[cried over the opposite sex] Yes, tt was quite a long time ago
[have a certain "type" of person you go after] yes
[rather be dumper or dumped] dumper.
[rather have a relationship or "hook-up"] mm i wanna have many hookups n finally a steady satisfying relationship. LOL
[what is your fav. part of your physical appearance] Eyes
[what is your fav. part of your emotional being] mm i guess im quite sensitive?
[are you happy with yourself] overall yeah.
[are you happy with your life] overall yes
[if you could change one thing what would it be] mm.. my attitude.i get freaking attitude when im pissed/irritated/cranky. i know my frds hate it. lols

2006-03-08T01:13:00.000+08:00

ive been tagged by idiot jiemin. but just noticed her 'tag' now. hahah. aniways, lets get tis goin'.

the rules:-the tagged victims list 8 different points of their perfect lover/partner, mentioning the gender of said partner.-tag 8 victims to join this game and leave a comment on the post letting them know they have been tagged. if tagged before, no need to contribute.okae :)

He must be/have:-

taller den me
nice broad shoulders
romantic must
appreciates artsy stuffs
have sexy eyes n lips!!!
sensitive;nt possessive
confident, but not egoistic
Love n Care for me.tts d most impt

alright. d next 8 victims are:

andrew
Cheryl
Diwei
junming
kenneth
john
drew
essy

alright im done!! ENJOY!

2006-03-05T01:16:00.000+08:00

i fucking hate dramas.

must it happen during/near to exams n stuffs when everybody's busy n frustrated?

2weeks jus past, animation hasnt completed yet. im so darn fucked up.
cudnt slp ytd at all;tossed n turned for ard 4-5hrs. 7+am went to sch to rush my animation, n left sch at ard 6+pm, but my fucking animation is still not done yet.

got a call from mom when i was trying to draw.
well, i cud sense smth serious even b4 i answered d call. my heart jus suddenly sank. u may call it a 'bad omen'. when i answered d phone, smhow i knew tis phone call isnt any other phone call i usually rcv from my mom.

im pretty shocked at tt moment. cudnt absorb wad my mom's saying for awhile. rushed outta animation studio to find a convenient place to talk n slowly register the words.

saddening news;i cud really feel a knife piercing thru my heart. images of my aunt n my cousins appeared in my head;den tears rolled down continuously.

parents told me its God's works. wadever it is, i wanna pray for His Mercy, n most imptly, for d children. dey've been thru enuf alr.

some things are really ironic and coincidental. However to me, i tink its a msg from Him; a lesson to b realised/taught.

mom told me tt dey cudnt spend time with me now, since things lidat happened. since when hav dey act spent quality time with me?it reli doesnt make alot of diff for her to say tht. guess ive to die alone.doubt dey'll even rmb my bday is jus ard d corner.

; ate dinner at BK with ahling n andrew. really enjoyed d talk today act.
den met essy, cheryl n junming n chatted at Coffeebean til midnite. its really great to see d 3 of them,esp essy, cus she seldom joins us. dey nv fail to cheer mi up; really. i'm really thankful to have frds lyke them. its been a long time since i last laughed my heart out.

really hope tt things will get better soon; i don wana b affected on my bday. =)

2006-02-28T23:38:00.000+08:00

hahhaha my mom's sucha cutiepie somtimes.
she called me this afternn when im lunching with ahling at BK.

she asked me whr i was (bla bla bla) b4 getting to her main objective of the call.
her objective? she's very interested in the Tammy Sex scandal video thingy.

it's so hilarious to hear smth lyke "aiyoooo", "omg!!", "eee so er xin!"etc.. from a mom. hhahahah. she couldnt stop describing the scenes n saying "eeee" at the same time. lols.
n of cus, she kept saying how terrible young ppl are nowadays.

As a youngster myself, of cus ill try to say smth for Tammy,(n of cus for all d others who'd videotaped themselves too). i told her tht sex-videotaping is so common among youngsters nowdays, jus tht Tammy's very sway(very unlucky) for her video to get stolen n passed ard.

anyways, do u'all know tt Tammy's sex scandal video has reached M'sia n NewYork? yeahh, they've burnt it into vcds n its selling lyke hotcakes right now. heard tht they even sell tee shirts with many criticisms abt Tammy on the shirt. how mean right? it is sooo common to have sex among youngsters, n Tammy's lyke the scapegoat.

However, i tink tht they're plainly stupid to even save it in their hps. cant they jus transfer d video into the comp or wadever? atleast only their parents of siblings or maybe some closer frds wud've watched it. rather to let the whole of singapore n m'sia n NewYork to see it rite?
unless tt's their intention. lols.

aiya, don wanna tok abt it alr. it's too late now. her reputation is gone. guess she'll have probs with relationships d next time.

-still very addicted to phantom of the opera.

-still lovin it.

-still stressing. =(((

2006-02-26T22:29:00.000+08:00

1st week of Studio Proj2 had passed.
tml's the beginning of another week of SP2 n ive to finish my animation by Fri.
wtf? im so dead. i haven even tink of a title for my animation yet.
d biggest shet is, i jus realised tht ive lost my animation notes n panels.
im so fking stressed. my animation notes have all the drawings i drew for references, and my panels hav to be approved n signed by my teacher-in-charge, who's an asshole.
i went to see him several times b4 he approved n signed my panels, but he was reluctant.
he'd find wadever faults he can eventho ure gd enuf. n he always reprimand n nag us lyke we're a bunch of pri sch kids. wtf? n now im in deep shet. if my panels are reli gone, i've to redo my panels n explain things to him n ask him for his signature agn. he's so gonna lecture me.
fuckin pain in d ass.

argh lets drop tht topic n tok abt The Phantom Of The Opera(PTO). it's getting into my head. idiot eli started this whole Phantom thing n all of us started singing to their songs in class everyday. no im not kidding. we can even act out exactly as d movie. its hilarious.

watched PTO again this evening. and for the almost-10th-time, i cried. again. i love musicals. esp those heart wrenching kinda storylines. music plays a very impt part in my life;its lyke a part of my body. without music, there's no life, no meaning. imagine PTO without the music, hw gd can it be? smtimes, music cann express feelings n emotions even better den jus toking craps. it builds up d audiences' emotions n brings them into the mood of the show easily.
stage settings n colours r oso impt. i was very attracted to the stage settings n the colourings of the film initially. many reds n blacks are used in d film. therefore, u know tht its alot abt passion n love. watched the 'makin of the film' too. reli gud. its smth we shud watch n learn from. i reli admire those ppl working backstage. dey reli put in alot of effort. *applauses*

ahh i know,macham i pro. lols. wasnt able to meet cheryl n junming n esther tt day, i tink ytd. hai, tts sad.i miss my old frds soooo much =(

2006-02-20T23:05:00.000+08:00

hahahha im back agn.
was forced by frds to update, damn.

ive realised some things abt myself for the past few yrs up til now;

- im damn prone to sorethroats.-it can b jus by laffing too much, wtf?

- i get damn breakouts so often now eversince ive graduated from my sec sch. -damn i still rmb how 'perfect' my complexion was back in sec sch. ive soooooo manyyyyy pimples now tht i cant even distinguish my features. "HELP ME!!!"

- Eventho i've said tht i hated pinky girlie stuffs, d tings tht i lyked/bot are mostly pink in colour. mind u, its funky hot pink, not girlie babyish pink.

- I love big bags damnit.-nomatter how torturing it is to carry, i'd still carry it. now i tink my shoulders are bloody crooked.

- Tho' im super afraid of lizards, i slp with one lizard everynite.- Thus, i named it Terry. d best ting is, it wud sing to me everynite while im slping. how cool is tht fking terry? hohoho

- I am uber-stuck onto 'The Phantom Of the Opera" again. -stupid eli's going ga-ga over the phantom,Gerald Butler. and so the disease spreaded to a no. of us. we've all sorta memorised the lyrics n sing in class. shyt

Wookayyy, n now for the updates:<br>
today's the very first day, the beginning of my studio proj2. basically we've to create an animation of 30secs duration, burn into cd n create a whole package theme for the proj. which includes an A4sized poster and cd casing design. plus pitching(similarly known as presentation), infront of ard 2lecturers in an empty room, ure whole design. very interesting, but tedious.
ahh wells, 2nd yr is comin', n i've to choose which focus track to specialise in. there're 3 btw; animation, Games Design or Interactive Media. headache siaaaaaa!

2006-02-05T01:24:00.000+08:00

here i blog again!!
so sick of bloggin sometimes..
aniwaysss, 'm not gonna blog abt wad happened since ive last blogged. -_-

went out with Cheryl n Junming after my animation class ytd(fri).. met to KAP(King Alberts Park) den took a cab to 6th avenue to find this rest there(junming recommended). so when we got there, cheryl immediately said no cus the place luks so damn sophisticated. then we've to tk bus to By Moral n we ate at Waffles Town. the place's so vintage, quite a cool place.
after tht, we took bus back to 6th avenue n chilled at Venezia, until we went home at ard 10pm.really fun hangin out with them, we've endless stuffs to tok abt! =D

went for Chingay today!!! supposed to b sitted by 6pm la. but kingston brought us round n round n we got soooo exhausted that we've no mood for the real thing when we got there. wad's more, it was raining lyke nobody's business, n the floors are wet. (btw, our seats are right infront, with the cheerleaders, on the floor.) so the ppl gave us big plastic bags fer us to sit on. was terrible for me, cus i was wearing llong pants with strings at d bottom. ppl kept stepping onto the strings n i nearly fell. so mani times. butt oso damn pain, cus i was sitting on the bottons at the back of my pants, on my butt. =((

However, the performances were great. had some hot girls in hot costumes too. cool fireworks... saw some celebrities too(wang hui, guo liang, michelle chia n adrian pang). dey were d hosts for this event, n their costumes kinda sucked. michelle chia luks hot in anithing, so it doesnt matter. kekeke. here's sm pics:

alamak, not ready yet laa.

idiotic guys 'sprinkled' us with loads of confetti.

finally one nicely taken pic tho its abit dark.

OH!. ive got a chi opera mark from one of the performers too!..its a gift from dear eli. lols

2006-01-28T00:21:00.000+08:00

hahaha today's uber fun!

had animation tutorial as usual, nid to redo some parts for my Box fold, damnit.
new animation assignment: animate Pink Panther walking.

aniways, went to Haji Lane to luk for this 'House of Japan' boutique, near Bugis. Limin recommended us n so quite a no. of us went to checkk it out.
bud it turned out that, 'House of Japan's so blardi stinky n old n soo not trendy. so we just walked one round without touching the clothes n got outta it.

went to Parco Bugis n shopped awhile. den some went to Bugis Village n left with eli, ahling n me at the Edge. shopped shopped... bloody crowded.

met cheryl n junmingsss after tht.. had dinner at the 'Terras' -i tink. had a set meal which includes a maincourse, soup of the day, drink n ice-cream for onli 12.80bucks! fking cheap!

so aniways, went to M1 shop to luk luk see see. cheryl n me had our eyes on this hp. we're so gonna buy tht!!! Nokia 7370, latest NOkia fone with very pretty flower motifs on it!!

Then, we decided to go to Esplanade n chill. brought along Bacardi, Hooch and Long Island while chatting there beside the sea. beautiful. 'cept that there're mani gangs n couples there. super happenin today, esp when there's the hongbao river goin on.

Chatted til 11pm,den walked to the mrt station. Feeling damn fking tipsy n slpy, esp junmings. lols. he couldnt even walk in a st8 line. hahahhahaha. wtf.
e 3 of us were so damn high in d train n even walking, laffin lyke crazy bitches n stupid junming couldnt stop cursing 'fucking' ,'inethical' etc.. in the train. hahahahhaha. so we shared a cab hm from BB. on d way home in d cab, we were act blabbering craps n the cab driver was apparently very amused by us. blardi hell, he kept laffing n tokin to us. hahaha
crazy frds, bud i love them.

ohh!! we've come up with this weekly plan, to have diff activities every fri. cool aint it? reli love this bunch of peeps! our 1st stop is to pigout at Chom-Chom! not reli sure how to spell.=x

n we act talked abt how to celebrate my bday.. so sweet of them to plan one nice celebration. =)
reli love them laarrrss!

2006-01-23T18:18:00.000+08:00

"Happy birthdayy to U all!!"
wanna wish Ahling(21.01.06) a belated 18th bday, Nissa(22.01.06) a belated 19th bday, n Jimmy(30.01.06) coming 18th bday!!..
celebrated their bdays today at Cine, a very simple one, without Jimmy cus he had smth on.
wanted to eat at smwhr nice n stuffs, bud ended up eating at KFC cus its hard to find a place that serves Halal foood. =(

so aniways, we took dumb pics there.

our bday babes!!! nissa and huiling

lovely Cheesecake!!!!!!! its delicious i tell u.

Limin said i destroyed the cake...

n isit any better when she cuts?

Ahling n her present! erm, with eli kissing her. lols

Nissa n her bagg!!

we finally persuaded Ahling to pierce her ears!!! and i tot if smone pierce with her wud lessen her fears, i pierced too.

lazy to tk my ear. blardi hell, d woman pierced too high up n it is covered by my hair. waste money sia.

Limin pierced ytd, n she bugged me to tk this pic. hurhurhur

Finally!!

neoprint is a must. =D love themm

2006-01-21T02:09:00.000+08:00

today's reall funn..!
stayed back in sch to do my animation, den met up with Cheryl n junming at Clementi for a movie. we watched "Memoirs of a Geisha"!!! it was not bad. the whole show was quite 'heavy'.. i kept thinkin 'bt it after d show. d thing abt d show's tht, dey mus always include caucasians in it. so Hollywood. nonetheless, it was quite well done. love the part where Zhang Ziyi(Sayuri) was performing solo on the stage. so dramatic n artistic.
Oh!!.. Clementi's movie tix are much more cheaper den those sold in town etc. its onli 7bucks today!.. bud the thing is, there's not air-con. wtf?

so we took 106 to Holland V after tht, which was ard 8.30pm. However, we over-shot the bus-stop n we alighted at the highway, too far away from Holland V. so we took a cab there. lol. waste $$. blame CHUNMENGS.

wanted to dine in a nice rest, with nice ambience n stuffs, bud we're quite poor laa. so we ended up eating at Swensons. lols

had coffee at Coffeebean n chatted all d way til its closing time. my classmate Nissa was working too!. she luks so cute in her uniform. hahahha.

reli love my darlings. we chatted 'bt soooo many things n we'll nv run outta things to say. were tokin 'bt d good ol' times n how all 4 of us from diff cliques can b tgt. Esther was from the 'retarded' clique, Cheryl was from the 'Missy' clique, i was from the 'drama5' clique, n Junming was from the 'kiddish boyboy' clique. How amazing!.. reli loved our sec2E2 class. so many good n bad memories. dey're reli the best class ever!..
love u guys =)

lastly, we witnessed a 'gang fite' outside Coffeebean. damn drama cann..d guy was beating up another guy, lyke reli trashing him.. den his chick was trying to stop her guy from hitting d poor guy. den tt stupid chick went to chase after tht obnoxious guy, trying to stop him n plead him to stay. bla bla bla. tht guy is a jerk laa, he jus shoved his chick to a side n heck care her. IN PUBLIC!.. don u guys ever treat girls lidat HOH.

2006-01-15T01:54:00.000+08:00

wad an interesting day. hahahah
went out with my cousins plus Junming tagged along at ard 2+pm for shopping.
fortunately junming can click with my cousins. haha
so we walked from Fareast to Taka, to Heeren den to PS den rushed back to Taka to watch Funkamania outside Taka at 7.30pm. was super crowded. those who're kinda short(oops), pls don go. it'll onli make u feel worse abt ure height. i alr have bad leg cramps n stiff neck now. girls are getting fking taller nowadays!!arghh

Funkamania was great. my sch's dance grp, Steezers, performed n all the Fbodz (dance cca grp) went to support 'em. so sweet of them, n me too. hahahha
d reason y i went t watch is oso bcus of my dance instructor. d name's Hamzah, arabic i tink.
he got into finals n was one of d last grps to perform. great performance, with him as d main guy. cool steps, VERY him. he won the best male dancer last yr, bud not tis yr. too bad. awwww..... Steezers won the most popular team, n this girl won d best skin n complexion prize. hahahh funny. surprising ting is tht, the top 3 grps are all female grps!.. dey're reli reli hot. arghh

went to Shaw hse n chatted with Cheryl n Junming wil midnite. wahlau damn funny. we're tokin 'bt movies, den to celebrities, den to natural disasters, DEN to abuses n psycho-paths, DEN to SEX. varied rite? haahhahaha. we got soo engrossed in d last topic, tht we decided to share cab tgt n continue toking abt it right until we all reached home. hhahhahaha. great conversation, atleast now we know wad guys actualli do or tink or wadever. HAHAHHAHA

ohhh.. we talked quite abit on abuses n psychopathes too. hahahha there's tis case i heard from cheryl n junming, this woman found out her man was havin an affair, one day when he was aslp, she tied his hands to the bed n used scissors to cut off his **** den flushed his **** into the toilet bowl, right infront of hIM!!. hahahahahhaha. oops

anoher case: same story, woman knows abt the guy's affair. she cuts off his **** n tied it to a helium-balloon n let it fly. HAHAHAHA guess whr it landed??? their neighbour's hse. HAHAHAA hilarious.

OH!!!!!!!!! cheryl told mi tht in this country, ppl used 'used' pads n soaked it in the curry so as to enhance the flavour. wtffffff. LOLS.
another:this case abt 2 guys from internet meeting up n eat each others' ****. HOW? dey cut it off, put it in d freezer n ate it chilled. -_-

so mani mani other stuffs tht we talked abt. lyke reli talk in-depth. hahahhha. fun nite.
great performances, interesting conversations. whooohoooo~

2006-01-11T23:51:00.000+08:00

changed my blogskin!!
don rlei lyke this skin act, jus tt i couldnt b bothered alr. lols
went t sing at Kbox with my classmates. ahahah it was fun.
den we went to Cine's Galilee n ate.

some pics we took there.

stupid eli foolin ard.

tht's our blur diwei!

eli again. arghh she's retarded.

HAHAHHA dumb dumb eli 'eating' diwei's head. luks lyke she's eating a rambutan. lols

"YES U TINK WE'RE DUMB?" oops sry.XP

decided to finally tk some decent pics.

hahahha tht's eli, me n ahling. =))

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Today's post:
jus a normal boring day in sch. went to touchup our rockets for Chingay n slacked ard with d peeps. dey're super hilarious cann. hahaha

our final rockets!

my personal fav one. =)

taken n editted b Syaf. lols. not sexy, quite flat. LOLS -_-!

oh no!! tt's diyanah the thief!

Here comes our Ninja Heroine!! 3cheerrss! XD

Last bud not leasttt...

love this pic. our whole chingay grp. love them =D

2006-01-08T01:12:00.000+08:00

hesitated for v.long, finally decided to blast everything here instead of bottling inside.

i tink im pmsing or wadever, jus feeling fking low tdy.
sometimes i jus feel tht im d cause of every trouble, every conflict, wadever it is.
i feel darn lousy 'bt myself.
so mani things tht i wanted to say, to do, to show,
but i jus don have the guts; i jus lost everything at tht moment.
n it always ended in d negative way. recently.
this is bad, i'm starting to feel very negative 'bt this whole thing.
this shit is getting nowhr, with ppl lyke us, its hard.
i dunno if im doing d right thing or thinking the right way
i always blame ppl, - u
bud now i feel lyke everything's my fault.

n now, i feel lyke im not onli losing this person, im oso losing another.
i feel so lost n empty now.
i dunno wad this supposed to mean
mabe its a temptation, or its jus plain dreaming.
smtimes i wish somebody cud help me; in wadever ways.
i nid frds, to accompany me;
if not my mind will wander by itself.
i hate it.

i reli feel lyke breaking down,
telling . my probs will not necc help in anything,
i doubt .'ll know wad im tinking.
mabe .tinks im being dramatic n stupid.
i tink im tinking toomuch.

oh wells, its my blog. 's not meant to b ustood.

2006-01-02T17:21:00.000+08:00

so friggin exhausted!!

watched Herbie with my sis ytd, slpt at ard 3+am and woke up at 11am today.
went out with family to Paragon for some Jap cuisine -nice food, not very ex too.
Sis left us n i went shoppin with my parents. went to Marks n Spencer n bot this bar of dark choc from Swiss. veli veli niceee!

omg, i tell u.. shoppin with my mom is truly terrible horrible vegetable.
she can tk more den half an hour, jus to decide on which power to use. -_-
D WORST THING IS, she sortof regretted after buying the powder, n went to d powder section n smell all d other diff scents of powders again. canot tahan.
Poor me, ive to carry her bag of bo liao stuffs(heavy kay!) when ive onli one small, light item in d bag. d others are hers. well, she's my mom, n d bag isnt THAT heavy afterall.

den we went to Bakerzin in Paragon for some coffee n cakes.
d cakes there's quite famous. sis rec the strawberry shortcake bud i coouldnt find it. so i got the Frasier instead. its reli damn nice. costs $5.50 per generous slice. drank Mocha too.

Next, we went to the American cold storage at d basement lvl n shopped for groceries. bot some stuffs from there. i carried d stuffs again. that makes 3bags in total, heavy bags.

mom went to Body Shop n bot some presents fer her frds n our neighbour. plus i bot a liquid eyeliner. i carried again. total 4bags.
freaking heavy cann?.. nvm nvm. i left the bags with my dad cus he was sitting outside waiting fer us.

oh ya!!.. my sis was shopping in Wisma until she saw my adidas watch selling at onli 66bucks!!!
its a blardi gd price !!.. she called mi immediately n asked if i wanna buy. 66bucks IS cheap for an adidas watch, bud it aint cheap fer me =(
Clever me! i begged my parents to buy for me. hahhahahha. not reli to d extent of begging laa. i asked "mom n dad! wanna buy mi an advanced present fer my bday?". my dad was reluctant, bud my mom managed to persuade him. hahahhahah.

dad drove us back, n i had to carry all 5 bags(plus my watch) up home. mom saw me carrying d bags, bud she kinda ignore it =(((( ke si one

Things ive got tdy:

- liquid Eyeliner

- Fancl pencil eyeliner refil

- lip gloss

- yummy dark choc!

- Adidas watch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

in total, ive saved ard :110bucks!!!!!!

shopping with parents, reli worth all d time n d bag-carryings. =DDD

2006-01-01T01:54:00.000+08:00

yayyyyysssss
SAY HELLO TO YEAR 2006!!!

wad're ure resolutions for this year??
well, i still haven tink of wad're my resolutions yet, maybe by d end of this post. lol

well, countdown was very slack 'last' yr.
was slacking at hm, tinking tht ill b countin down alone, with the tv, until....
linghui smsed me n asked mi to go to Liang Court to luk for her.
without ani hesitation, i 'quickly' changed n went to Clarke Quay mrt station t meet her.

aniways, Clarke Quay n Boat Quay were super crowded. by d time i reached, its alr 7+pm..
mani ppl there were overly-dressed, hui n me felt so inferior. lols.
walked past MOS. it alr had a friggin long queue. opposite MOS is Crazy Horse-d place t see topless women dancing..wooooo~~~~. i swear im gonna go there once i turn 25!! heh heh

walked from Clarke Quay to Boat Quay, den from Boat Quay to Liang Court den from Clarke Quay to Liang Court again...jus to find a place to have some gd food. all d cafes n rests there are either fully packed, too exx, or we're underage. so frigging frustrated.
So in d end we went to Kotobuki Jap rest in Liang Court n ate. FULL.

hui ordered some beef ramen!

katsu curry rice.. yumyummmm

hui insisted on tking a photo of me.

's not ~~veryyy~~ eex la.. verythin costs us 45bucks. Sis n mag(her frd) came to ka jiao us during dinner b4 goin to MOS.

decided to tk a walk to digest...

beautiful Clarke Quay.

im gonna steal the chocs some time........

haiiii,, mani gd looking ppl esp tonite. =((((
sm pics we took along d way..~

luk at how retarded hui is? siao siao

dumbdumb la. she suggested capturing this post. luk lyke 2 friggin gross rabbits cross breeds with some aliens.

on d way home, at Clarke Quay mrt station.

"diao simi diao!!" says hui-lian.

interesting ahpeks n ahmas. no, im not stalking them -shakes head-<br>

wanted to act 'attitude', bud it turned out lyke this.. how stupid n retarded it is. HAHHAHA!

i reli love admiring my legs in the purple line train(north east line i tink). d door-glass is long i tink, makes ure whole body looks longer n slimmer. lols. heck care d 'aneh' hahahah

oh, i was act supposed to meet esther, danny n daryl etc... but essy couldnt mk it.. =(
aniways, sorry guys for ps-ing u all. lols

my new yr resolutions:
-slim down (wonder how long will tt tk -sobss-)

-get a frigging new n nice hairstyle

-kill all d bastards n jerks in SG. (wahahhaa y'know im kidding)

-hoping to get a job at Kino, or atleast some decent n relaxing job, with gd pay of cus. =)

alrighty, im so far done with y resolutions temp. will write more when i tink of more. hohoho.
Lastly, Happy New yEar again!!

2005-12-25T17:29:00.000+08:00

MERRY X'MAS TO EVERYONE!!!

ytd's celebration wif my polymates was quite fun. went out ytd to town(yes i know), it was crazy crazy crazy!!
everybody was holding onto a foamspray. we all got soaked in the foam! there was this time when this friggin guy sprayed a whole lot on my face. wtf.
Diwei got caught up somewhr else, n we were waiting for him at Paragon. When he finally arrived, he;s turned into a white scare-crow.(cus he's tall n gangly)
so we squeezed all d way to Cine for Countdown n we bot sprays too!! we're sprayin lyke mad dere. hahhaa.
den we walked to PS, lesser ppl too. bot Mac n ate on d floor. after tht we walked to One Fullerton there to sit n chatted all d way til morning. reached home at 8+am this morning.

met mani frds in town ytd, so funny. saw my very long net buddy,Alvin with his frds. he reli resembles Qi Yi Wu. den saw Linghui, xueting n aiping n d bunch. den saw Daniel and DX(nick:daosuan) n his bunch. saw afew familiar faces too. reli fun . hahha

2005-12-23T22:39:00.000+08:00

woooo!!
din slp d whole nite on wed to thurs, thus after comin home(on thurs) at ard 6+pm, i st8 away slpt ALL d way til this morning 9am!!! cool rite. lols. n i blardi switched on my comp for dunno how mani donkay hours. my MSN was flooding lyke crazy this morning, to d extent of d hanging of my comp. muahahha.

niwayss.. had animation tut today. got back our results for the first 2 animations tt we did, n i got an A-!! well, its reli very encouraging cus i tot i wasnt very gd at drawing n wud prolly fail this module, bud d results reli boost my confidence. slightly.
However, i tink i will nt get very gd grades fer my next few animations cus its reli quite terrible. losing my focus too. hmph.

went t town tdy with mah girl Linghui. she's my best budd ever!! g8 shopping khaki too. haha
walked from Fareast to Heeren to Wisma to Pacific Plaza, den BACK to Wisma(to buy her wallet), n lastly to PS.
OH OH OH!! Mambo is having a 50% discount!!! believe it or not!! i bot this tube for $30!! well, i knoe its still not very cheap, bud its mambo. -__-
love it loadss!!
din buy other stuffs 'ecept for my dinner at RockyMaster outside PS. 30bucks is enuf to kill me.

met Logitha on d way home, in d train. She was wif her angmoh bf. dey're a weird couple ive t say.. hahah. Hui n me were lyke stupid aunties gossiping n pointing at the couple. lol.
i shall not elaborate on y dey're weird.
Chatted with Logi after her bf alighted first. She's reli cute. hahahha
cracked some stupid jokes with Hui on d way home. she's reli retarded today. hahahahaha
she told me she saw this woman in her late 40s to 50s leaning against the glass beside the seats.
well, u wud tink its normal to lean against it...
budd... d woman leaned on her stomach!! HAHHAAHHA
it was hilarious.... atleast i tink so.
normal ppl wud lean on their backs or smth.. bud on her stomach?? damn weird laa.. pls do imagine d situation, n u'll know wada mean. WAHAHAHHAAA. frigging retarded cann. hahahhaa

2005-12-15T22:39:00.000+08:00

this is written for the 9thdec,, fri's post.

went for my grandma's bday dinner at centrept's this restaurant.
gotta admit, d food's not reli fantastic. =

aniways, reli had fun with my relatives n cousins. dey're so cute!!

aiya ill b damn ugly in all d pics, so pls don say anithing hoh.. =x

my cousin, Jonathan!

from left: Jonathan, me, sis, cousin Bruno n future wife! my cousin jonathan hardly laffs/smiles in pictures.....................

bud he laffed here! know y? cus my cousin(Bruno) called mi 'ban mui'(cantonese meaning maid.) *^@*^#*@^#&^# oh btw! the lil cute girl in d middle is my cute cousin, Jia En! n there's my uncle beside her. ahaha

my ah ma and ye ye frm m'sia!!

family photo!

cousins cousins! frm left top: jonathan, Jervin, me, Jeremy, Jia En, my sis, Cindi, Bruno and Jia Hao!

hahahahha notice how jeremy is luking at me. LOL. i suggested makin stupid faces bud nobody does it 'cept fer me. wth.

to end of............................

aniways, i jus dyed my hair.. initialli wanted to bleach to ash blonde, bud it turned out disastrous. now my hair's so black!! hmph

2005-12-12T17:53:00.000+08:00

I've been tagged by Rosemarie to do this what I shall call a "chain game" (derived from chain mail, because I still have to send it to 5 victims). Rules of the game: Post 5 weird things or random facts about yourself, then at the end of the list, 5 names that are in line to do this. Don't forget to leave a comment "you've been tagged" in their blog to read yours.

damn chain game, damn weixianGG!!!!

Alright, i reli couldnt tink of 5 weird facts abt myself. i'll try tho.
here it goes:

Firstly, i love looking at strangers, esp when im sitting down. well, actuali even im standing, my eyes will wander EVERYWHR.
not weird enuf? too bad.

secondly, i love to 'hu leng hu re', meaning giving cold shoulders to my frds. i dunno y, it jus comes naturally. tht doesnt mean tht i don lyke u as my frd tho.

3rdly, i tink ALOT and always brood over it.
reli hate it.

4thly, as much as how i hate tking d initiative to do or say smth, im always d one doin it in d end. -___- useless me.

5thly, i hate d blinking of msn messages alert. MAJOR distraction.

yay! im done! well, tho those 5 'facts' are not reli considered as 'facts', bud dey're weird i guess..?

n now fer d victims! yayyy *applauses*
-andrew
-jiahui
-cheryl
-edna (my sis)
-kenneth

if u realise, d victims are mostly my poly frds. couldnt tink of ani old frds to put in cus dey hardly blog! oh wells, gd luck t u guys!!! don bash me up hoh. its actualli quite fun. hahah

2005-12-10T23:21:00.000+08:00

today's kinda funn~
helped Aunt Joyce in d preparation n setting ups for tonite's ZoukOut at Siloso Beach.
very cool t b able t see how busy dey are. haha

well, my job's actualli to gather 8ppl inc me, each to tend at one bar.
from morning til evening. tot it would b an easy job, but it was kinda torturous lol.
firstly, d sun was scorching hot.
2ndly, some of us have no chairs at all. *sobs*
3rdly, we're supposed to jus TEND d bar, not t do ani other things.
n lastly(onli applied to me) , i wore BLACK. hahahha. i know la.. 'obi quack' right.

however, i was kinda lucky, cus there's this big cola booth jus beside my bar, n there's a tv playing mtvs!.. oh! n i made some frds too.
2 of 'em act. Roland and Hua yi. very nice chaps! dey even bought food n drinks fer me!

so all of us got kinda bored at this pt of time.. so Roland Huayi n i started playing volleyball. lols
reli enjoyed playin wif 'em cus dey're v.gd at vball. well, atleast better den me.

so all of my frds got super tanned, cus dey seized d chance to tan-by standing under the hot sun when there's a shelter for u to slack there. -___-
i wouldnt wan to tan lidat cus there'll b an awful tan(cus of d sleeves) n im sick. hmphh

haha of cus, d 6 of us played vball at d beach. so blardi embarrassing cus we cant play well. lol

in general, Zoukout's reli a big event n reli not to b missed!
pics!:

in d Beach bus b4 reaching our destination!

the main stage!

stupid linghui. lols

my dear cute cousin!!

d ZoukOut map!

taken with d bunch, except fer my cousin n his frd.

me n dear linghui =)

nyp 0506 eatin subway. "Our Healthy Choice!"

stupid diwei suggested on tkin our reflections. turned out to b so damn lame.

no efforts bein' done, jus werds.
wad d'u expect?
this is gettin nowhr.

how i wish u'd read my mind.

2005-12-06T20:49:00.000+08:00

went t eastcoast ytd with my dear ahling.
had some fun moments on d way there, eg lyke poking my leg at ahling's butt..lol
some of d pics we took (:

beautiful beautiful..

sm serious discussions goin on....

Dearie is drinking it....
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i recommend !!
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everybody's drinkin it. its a family drink!
so get it at all 7 eleven stores NOW! (hur hur)

som ~~dumb~~ ppl 'waiting' for the waves to come.... surfers sial...

our feets!

'xi' (chinese)

'nu'

'ai'

'le'!

hahhaa dumbasssess.

2005-12-02T22:03:00.000+08:00

tdy's dance was so damn fun!!! we've finished our first dance set alr. so now we're dancing to Boa's song. initially it was Boa's No.1, bud our instructor had changed to another Boa's song. nicer!
he oso changed d sequence of steps n added some new ones. nicer tis timeee.! yays

found this reaaliieee cool place t shop. its at Lavender. surprised ehhh?
bot 4 tshirts in jus 2 days! hahaha. its kinda cheap n nice. =D

2005-11-30T15:37:00.000+08:00

heyoss! checkout my lil animation clips under my links section! they're not d best ones, but im kinda satisfied with it(Except fer the bouncing ball ): ) those are d first few animations we did.

've been slpin late PLUS stuffin mani mani chocs. omg. so so so sinful. had 3 pax of mini m&ms and coco crunch with milk!!!! guess wad? my mom brought back chocs from AUSTRALIA. *damnitdamnit *&^@#%&^$%*@*(&#.
i realised tht whenever im stressed out , ill behave lyke a blardi pig n reli pig-out. Soon, i'll look lyke a sow. =((((((((((((((((((((((((((

sch has been fun n busy busy busy. mani mani tedious projs.

family's kinda broke now. dad's salary couldnt cover d family's expenses. hais

Jiahui read this horoscope book to me today, particulaerly on this tarlott card tingy. fricking accurate. which leaves me to 2 options. lol. so confusing. pengz

2005-11-26T16:06:00.000+08:00

(long post)
ytd's so fun!!
went for dance class ard dinner time, ended at ard 9.40pm den i rushed back hm to bathe n get changed.
d nite's still young!
oh btw, guess wad we learnt? we're learning a new dance set, Boa's No.1!!! hHHAHhahaa

met linghui n d others at bb station, n we're off to Town!!
reached town at ard 11.40pm, wanted to watch a 11.00pm show actualli, but we're late.
all shows were either showing lyke ard 11+, or d tix were sold out.
so we watched 'Just lyke heaven' 1.30am show instead.

had BK while waiting fer d show t start.

Just lyke Heaven's quite alrite, nice movie to watch on a Sunday evening. linghui n me were squinting our eyes while watchin cus our contacts were dryy n we're tired too.
lyke tht guy in d show!! he's d guy who acted as Matty in '13 goin on 30'. ugly but adorable. HA HA HA.
however, d ending is kinda lame. guess d director wanted to have a twist to d show, which was too.. trying. try-too-hard.

jus as d show was starting, there's a bunch of girls in gowns comin to sit with us n den i heard them laffing to linghui. they're actuali our juniors from Band! hahaha. Hillgrove's havin a prom nite in town sm whr, such a coincidence laa!

if ure hangin out at orchard too, u'll b able to see mani mani mani ppl in weird suits/gowns. saw this guy who dressed up lyke he's one of Greenday. had the super long spikey hair n smudged eyeliner n eyeshadow n lipstick. cool rite. aahahhaha.

we went to mani hotels to luk for a blardi toilet, which mani were closed until we reached this hotel. went to luk fer d toilet when we heard loud music n it seems lyke there's a pub tingy inside d hotel. went into d toilet n we got kinda freakout cus its kinda in d pub. saw this trans in d female toilet fixing 'her' makeup! she luks so intimidating. hahaha
while we're washing up, we saw this butch n 'his' gf entering d toilet. d 'guy' was holding onto his gf, tink she's gonna throw up or smth. den after awhile, we heard moaning in d cubicle. LOL.

female toilets are so interesting.

yeah, so we ended up chatting at Macs outside Lido. mani peeps from prom, saw another bunch of frds there. surprisingly, at tht kinda timing, i would've nv tot tt town's still tt noisy.
chatted until ard 5+am den we strolled to PS. chilled at the staircase(lol) for awhile b4 takin d morning train home.

tot i coud sneak back hm without my parents realising how late i came home, bud my sis went to lock d extra lock!.. *cant unlock with a key, so i nid to call smbody to unlock fer me. called my dad in d end, cus my sis OFFED her hp. -___-
but fortunately i didnt get ani scolding from my parents. lol

som pics:

taken at cine. left: linghui, me, essy

LOL retarded essy

d guys

grp foto!.. all these pics are blur, cus of somebody. *tsk*tsk

stupid guys tryin to b farnayy. this blurring effect is d guys' fot, not me lol
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at macs. was tryin out the sepia function in my cam. hahaha

ok i seriously regretted posting up this pic, cus its soo FUGLY! argh nvm. enjoy

dao sia d guys

better
group foto. tken by Jason! haha
oh btw, we're one of d first grps to tk the first train! hahaha

"hey! stop taking, u...! macham lyke some super star boarding d plane.

we're at Dhoby Gaut!

train station luks scary in d morning.

retarded,4ever.

our fatty reflections. ahahha

"nid our help?" ok, i seriously nid to condition my hair. HAIS.

hhaha alrighty im done! gonna change my blogskin alr. lol. ciao!

2005-11-24T20:58:00.000+08:00

attitude attitude fucking attitude.
i hate ppl who gives me attitude.
wtf, atleast gimme a reason fer being so hurting cann?

i dislyke staying at hm lately.
i dunno y, but it seems tht smth's isnt right here.
i feel so unwanted, lyke nobody cares fer me.
i know tht my parents do care tho.
i din wan tings to turn out this way
n for so mani yrs, 've been llyke dat.
wad have i done to make such a drastic change in euu?

i tried to tok to euu n stuffs, but ure givin mi attitudes again. wtf?
im a teenager too, cant i have my times of rebels?
i do wanna resolve this, cus we both don have much time left.
u are as childish as me, ok? wad fer to b angry wif me over such a fkin small matter.

nvm, u jus won ustd.

bottled up.

2005-11-24T03:41:00.000+08:00

whooaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!! 3.40am exactly!
omg. im lyke in d midst of rushin my projs which are due tml.
but yet im bloggin now. lols
my mind's floating. blank.

im dozing off alr. hahaha
stupid ET, made us build our 3D letters! do u hav ani idea how hard isit to make one?
smore we've to make 2 huge letters with diff fonts. -___-

neh neh poks. im so gonna fail my typography.
my letter 'G' was horrendous. 'z' was okay tho there're quite afew noticable mistakes. lol

jklacjlaskjclacjalkjc eiojoijckwmc ej
help me, im goin nutssss.s.s.s......
another day without ani slp. =((

2005-11-21T00:44:00.000+08:00

hmph.. ate alot today.. smore bump ard d whole day. dieded.
my workload is crazy. i jus did my model train, which is one out of mani other projs.
gonna do grp proj with ahling tml!

i'm happy, yet sad.

made a decision which mite b a mistake.

since i've made this decision
does it means i shud let everythin go?
wanna tell to d whole world 'bt it
but yet im not reli contented.
regrets?
i tink i shud kip it a secret. =s

2005-11-17T20:32:00.000+08:00

i'm itching all overrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!

i kinda regretted not applying ani sunblock on my face and not applying MORE tanning oil on my body. my face, infact my whole body, is peeling lyke a banana!!.. tan skin no moreee!! =((((
've been pmsing lately. *sighs* couldnt tk d blow when i realised tht im peeling. lol. had some dark bitter choc frm nissa ytd, helped a lot.
*p/s: Choc(esp dark bitter ones!) reli helps in mood swings when pmsing. kekeke

another sway thing happened today - i stepped on puke.
if i didnt see wrongly, i tink i'd smashed onto some crabsticks too.
d thing is, John knew there was puke there but din tell me, AND he warned me jus AFTER i stepped on it. *Grrrrrrrr*
oh wells, fortunately its not much n it didnt stink. *phew*

Storyboarding tut was kinda fun. our lecturer, Mr Yu Jiunn Siang??.. aiya, he's a humourous fella. super comical face, with a very .......... unique taste of dressing.
mmm lemme describe to u how he luks lyke:
-receeding long hair with bangs infront.
-BIG vintage nerdy glasses (cool)
-pink n yellow hawaiian shirt
-tight beige pants
lols. if onli i could tk his foto n post it up.

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If u guys open yahoo! homepage, under the Top Searches cat, u'll see a babe's pic called Dawn Yang. pretty, isnt shee??

doesnt luk lyke a sporean rite? damn pretty lor.. even i also.. *aherm* okay

BUT!
jus as i was admiring her Halloween phtos, my sis told me tht she's fake - plastic.
i received some old picsof Dawn's from my sis:

Before

After

big diff right? disappointed. but she's reli prettier now laa.
'm very kpo to blog abt this, cus ive no topic to tok abt. lols.

2005-11-13T23:37:00.000+08:00

WEEEEEeeeeeeEEeE!!!
tdy's reallyy funn!!
went tanning with linghui babe at Sentosa. =)

i got soo burnt tht i was screaming in pain while bathing.
i'm so fricking red now, macham lyke lobster.

headin towards Siloso beach. =)

YAY!!! reacheedd!! =D

jus started tanning not long ago....

a teeny weeny bit tannerrr....

woooohohooooOO!ooO!!! our lil toes in d sand.

linghui was tying her hair(hiao charbo) n i snapped our foto. ive no idea how it turned out this way!!..gosh, we luk retarded. =s

hahahha this SUPER act cute photo. pls 4give us, cus we're reli cute. hahahaha =x

some random pic...got kinda tanned alr..

i'd 4gotten to tk out my rubberband tt was on my hand, n it turned out lidat!! arghhhhh

in d bus back to Harbour Front!!!

met juan n yi n d rest there too!! hahaha so coincidental. saw shaf n diyanah on my way back too!! ok thts not reli the pt... -_-

2005-11-11T00:23:00.000+08:00

tooo lazy to blogg! shall post some pics here from China =)

sat at d window sit!! waitin for takeoff =D

taken with my sis and my dearie winnie d pooh cousin!!!! freakin cute!

taken with my cousin gao yuan at Xiamen's shopping street called "xia da yi tiao jie".
cool stuff.

at some village. vintagee!

taken with my young cousiesss..d 2 on d left side are swimmers!

with my mom! luk at d scenery behind us! tt tall building is our hotel at Quan Zhou!!

in d van.. all d cousins!

we're at a damn high place. its called the '99 chen wan'.. we've to make 99 road turns inorder to reach up there! freezing coldd too, notice how misty d bkgrd isss =)

at a dinner, toasting to our 'shifu'.. forced us to drink beer!

taken with my dear cousins after dinnerr =)

talll treeesss...

taken with whole family 'cept for my grandparents out a temple.

we present to u... Mr. Confucius!!!

Family Photo!!!! outside a museummm... n its frickin coldd

incase ure wondering... those 2 girls in costumes were me n my sis. no comments.

tken tgt with my distant cousins from China!! my grdpa was a chinese

tgt with our other distant guy cousins. very warm ppl!

our cousins' dogs in d village!! duper cute cann.. stray dogs there are reli cute

tho im ugly in d pic, but i gotta post this cus my cousin's so adorable!

sis, mom n i! sis abit overdressed......=x

our very last torturous meal b4 headin back to spore. tken with Shifu!

hahahahhahaha d classic shot. LOL. mastermind was my sis. she instructed me to force tht straw hat on my cousie Himbo's head while he's playing cards. hahahahha

well, guess tt's all!there're more more more pics but its too much fer my blog to support. lol
shall blog agn soon! =)

2005-11-06T15:47:00.000+08:00

12.45am: Landed at Spore
plane landed earlier den expected.feels gud to b back!

e 1wk vacation in China's duper fun, obviously.
im now back with stuffs from my shopping sprees!!
welll, it was my very first time sitting in an airplane. great experience.
din reli feel anithing, jus alil giddy on my return journey.

well i couldnt rmb much abt wad had happened during tt past wk, but i surely enjoyed it!
(except fer those rushings and naggings *&^#@*&^#*&^).
my grnadpa's reli sweet. he esp hired a tour guide fer us so as to show us d diff attraction places in China. Went to quite a no. of places : Xiamen, Anxi, Quanzhou, Nan An & Shi shi.
stayed at a hotel in Xiamen fer a night. it was damn cool!!!! weather there was great! so is the shopping as weelllll! don underestimate China, She's advancing pretty fast! d clothes there can b easily compared to our sg's Fareast n Heeren!!.. its way cool can. imagine d stuffs there are almost d same price as sg's, but d currency is so diff. everythin is averagely less den 20bucks here in China. PLUS!!! strolling down d streets in China was plainly enjoying.. u can wear mani layers yet don feel humid nor sticky at all. its sooo cooling!! oh! and ive tried the 'bing tang hu lu'.. those lil red balls in a stick tht're sold on d streets. niceee~~
we've visited mani famous places with mani historical values, couldnt rmb d names tho. took mani fotos too! d scenery there's relly breath taking. sg is no whr compared to china..
things tht ive experienced:
- peeing in a darn bloody drain!!! super old toilet in china. gross
- wore a vintage oriental costume, dunno wads tt called
- ate mani mani mani 10-cost dinner in various high class rests. nono, im not boasting. its pukey.
- had to toast guests n relatives of my grandpa's mani mani mani mani thousands times. sumtimes beer, most of d time orange juice. (played d easi way out. =x)
- seen d oldest village ive ever seen. mud houses n human faeces piled tgt-supposedly acting as d fertilisers fer plants. its actualli my ancestors' hse!!!!! imagine how mani thousand yrs ago..
- seen mani mani plantations. beautiful
- seen cows, pony, goats and pigs. cows roaming on d streets with their owners to sell fresh milk!
- d dogs in China are damn cute. i mean stray dogs! due to d weather, they all have fluffy furrsss!
- ppl jus spit at aniwhr ani time.
- china men loveess to drink n smoke. cna die anitime.
- got molested by a bloody uncle. fk fkfkfkfkfkkfkfkfkfkkfkfkfkfkin ass.
- ate rabbit's legs n hermit crabs and pigeons n some sea creatures.
- even WORSE complexion. argh
- had bird nest hair every morning. *sobs*
- had a full body massage there. very memorable. lols

these are all i could tink of rite now.

Singing karaoke in China is one hell'oa pleasure. d karaoke places there are super grand n huge n formal. d waitors n waitresses there are dressed in formal suits and they'd serve u lyke kings n queens. d rooms are freaking big, there're 3 romotes! one computer, one romote, and one keyboard under the table. freaking gd right? its way way way better den kbox or ani other karaokes here in sg. sumore its freaking cheap LAH! its reli reli gud. singing after 12 midnite will even b cheaper. ard 70% off LOH! sang twice in a wk, ard 5 hrs each session!!

oh, d traffic in china is terrible. there're basically no rules. cars can jus overtk n cut in n out anitime n at ani situation. -d 'bochup' mentality-
all of us took mani taxis tgt n my cab was actualli following my uncle's cab but we lost 'em in a flash. u reli nid to have gd driving skills n experience to drive in China. relli.

one thing i mus admit is d service there. esp those young hippy shops in xiamen n quanzhou. their service is fking gud! and they're super frdly, we'll always end up chit-chatting with 'em in d shop.

went for d massage jus one nite b4 i left china with my 2 cousins n sis. damn funny la. my 2 guy cousins were v.excited cus d messieurs were gurlsss. lols
i was giggling thruout d whole massage. too bad my cousins couldnt hear. tripped over d SAME step twice n fell. gosh.

was labelled as 'bimbo' by my cousins. there're a himbo too. sadly, he's my 16yr old cousin who's studying in hwa zhong sec.

ive learnt mani things thru d trip. reli exposed me alot. after visitin mani places, i realised tht d rural areas are realllyyy poor n d life they lead is very simple n peaceful.ive learnt tht they reli lead a hard life and we shud reli cherish wad we have now. we're reli very blessed.

visited mani mani temples and tombs and natural rocks n beaches too. very nice

surprisingly thru this trip, all of us(cousins) clicked very well. atfirst i tot it would b boring, cus my closer cousins din go 'cept fer one which is d himbo. because all my other cousins are of diff ages, i tot communication would b a huge prob. however, we all reli gotta know each other alot more n had so much fun. i reli nv knew they could b tt fun n nice to be with.

well, there're so mani things tht i wanna say, but its pointless to continue. hope u guys don doze off reading this long entry! gonna post all d pics if possible soooonn!!!

2005-10-28T14:50:00.000+08:00

haha, it's been awhile since i last blogged. hmmm ...
my poly frds came over to my hse to slack d whole day. met up with ahling, andrew, jingxuan, john n kenneth in d morning for Mac brkfast, den went hm n watched 'the cool guy'-a korean flick. got kinda bored after d show. den Eli and jiahui joined us n d girls sang karaoke while d guys played polka cards. d singing session was funny n retarded. sang F.I.R songs atfirst, den we sang some oldies e.g, A whole new world, beauty n d beast mambo no.5...etc. hahah its so freakin hilarious when john n ken sang the 'sexbomb'.. hahahha
so aniways, watched Kill Bill 2nd part after singing. its gruelsome! but d fighting scenes are cool. John got very upset when d lil kawaii jap girl whos acting as a bodyguard got killed by d lead actress. lols
ordered Canadian pizza. there's a promotion which is 'buy 2 get 2 free'. all of us ate 4 pizzas!. hahaha so freakin full. den d other went home, left with ahling, jiahui, jimmy and jiahui. played the 'zhong ji mi ma' n andrew had d most forfeits. actualli his punishment was to eat 5 pax of maggie, 3pax for me n ahling, 2 pax for jiahui n 1 for jimmy.. but we onli cooked 3 pax n share. hahah so fun. watched Advent children in my room. was soooo freakin slpy until i couldnt tahan ani longer. went to slp at abt 1+ or 2am. gonna watch it again. -_-

btw, ill b goin to China today 5am. will b back by Sat. don misss me peeps!!!!!!!!!

2005-10-24T23:37:00.000+08:00

today is a sad sad sad day.

went shoppin with eli n ahling. quite happi initially..ahling bot freakin mani stuffs, eli bot 2 pieces i tink.. n i bot 1 shirt. den we met john, andrew n kenneth for dinner at Cine's Pastamania at ard 7+pm.
we were sitting near the railing, i was sitting right bside the glass railing, facing the big screen in Cine. suddenly, i heard shoutings n d stomping of feets. i raised my head n saw mani guys chasing after a guy n shouting at d top lvl. den i heard mani girls screaming behind me. as i turned to d right, i saw a guy falling frm the top lvl n landed flat down at lvl B1 with a loud bang.

i witnessed the fkin incident! blood den slowly spreaded out frm his face. he fell flat on his face. i bet his nose is broken. he kinda jerked afew times, den some ppl went over n turned him to his side. fuckin hell, i saw his bloody face! he's kinda tall, big build, young. john n me suspect its a murder case, not suicide. however, d police are still investigatin.
latest news: www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/175091/1/.html
22yr old guy, fell from 5storeys down, not 3 and not from d escalator damnit. it shud b from d railing. argh.. my mood's kinda affected by it somehow. i bet kenneth's worst cus its his actual birthday today!... poor thing. condolences to d victim's family. God bless u.

2005-10-22T22:55:00.000+08:00

*CHAK!*

photos after photos. hohoho..i jus love tkin stupid pphotos.
went t Town with my dear linghui for shopping!!!

Our first stop was Fareast.. shopped awhile, but no lobang!! =(((((((((

den we went to Wisma and Taka... shopped at Topshop, Zara, Mango Isetan, Surfbabe etc...
later on, we went t Paragon n searched for d shop Hollywood Secrets (cus i wanna trim my brows.lols). buttt...it costs 15bucks and i can do it myself. ah hui said her sis did brow waxing but its not!!..alamaks... *bangs head*

so aniways, we decided not to do it. DEN!.. we saw this lil Halloween thingy at d openspace. selling many cool stuffs!!

"You shall die in my hands! HA HA HA".

"oh my Lord!"

i was tryin to imitate tt skeleton bside me. ><

ohhh! saw another cheesy shop name in Paragon.

it says "Dickson Watch and Jewellery". LOLs.. not funny?..well, atleast i tink it is.

den we proceeded on to Heeren!!!.. Heeren damn happening cannn... there's this big long box with paper inside i tink. saw this indian man tryin to catch those flying notes in d box. kiasu. HHAHAHA. =p
ohhh... den there're 9 huge tall black men outside Heeren. so cool!!!

too dark.. cus its kinda late alr.

D first thing we did in Heeren was to tk neoprints!!.. we're damn deprived of tkin neprints cus we never did tht for lyke... YEARS? tts y we're kinda retarded in posing n stuffs. lols. super unnatural. hahahhaha

Love this babe!! both of us bot a Nike top!! omg its so darn ex!.. reli spent alot today.. not onli on clothes, food n neoprints n others..etc. =((

jus t inform u guys: im finished with d chingay designs!! it luks lyke this:

d rocket.

the trail. =))
nida dig out clothes t wear on Wed cus its d Chingay's Press Conference!! meaning, there'll b ppl from d media and also students from Nafa, Laselle n TP. oh btw, it'll b held at hard Rock Cafe!! free food. yumms. hahaha

2005-10-21T02:17:00.000+08:00

First of all, no pics taken today. =(

today was wayy funn!.. went to sch to continue doin our trail for d Chingay, as usual..
finished early today..mmm... abt 2-3+pm?? yehh.. so we went home, changed into my comfy shorts n brought along my jacket for d movie ltr: Flightplan ; 9.15pm.

FlightPlan was allrightt... d body is nice, it doesnt giv u a moment to wander off. Instead, it was kinda exciting. so exciting that our dear Essy(esther) was practically screaming n gasping n 'twisting' thr'out d movie. LOLs.

Watching movies with those few peeps are d best. we'll always laff our assess off, eventho d other ppl are kinda pissed off by us. hahaha! relli relli fun!!

ohhh!! Jason(Ong) said smth real funny today. hahahaha

mom(Judie Foster) : Dear, wad snack do you feel like eating huh?
Jason Ong : ............. Xiu Mai.....

LOLs. funnayy boi!! hahah. jus incase, 'Xiu Mai' is a delicacy in HK. hahhaa. wad isit called?..oh, umm. its called as 'steamed shrimp dumpling' in eng i tink. its nice!

Overall: Flightplan is quite nice, but there mite b other nicer n worthier shows den this. Conclusion was lame n sucky.
Rating: 7/10

yehhh.. we tot goin home was kinda borin after d show, so we went t Essy's hse instead..
Watched 'Monster-in-law' and had quite afew drinks with 'em. of cus, Essy doesnt drink. =)
Those drinks today were nice. Jason n Junming chose nice-flavoured alcohols!!

Finished watching at abt 2am.. den d rest of us shared a cab homeee... dey're d bestt!
hohoho.

2005-10-20T00:53:00.000+08:00

hohoho!! we're halfway done with the prototype for Chingay!!! hahha jus to show u our progress...

after makin d skeleton of d rocket, we painted it! not we actualli. another grp

my grp is incharge of doin the trails that will come out of the rocket..

this is our first-made buterfry!!!! pwetty pwetty hoh? it'll b part of our trail!!!

hahah me and eli with our buterfryyy!! kinky. hahah

and we started t get bored....

diyanah, me & eli!

eli n me decorated these mannequins!! whoooaaaaa! hahaha so cool!

horny eli. hahah

tt's me with d 2.........*aherm*... heh heh.

i love........................................ hahhaha jk. latest thong design which doesnt even cover d 'thing'.

went to Arab street t get fabrics fer our trails n buterfries!! lyke this pic.

more pics on d next day................

progress!!rocket halfway done..

den we got bored again.......

GAYS!!

pretty eli kissing body-less man

ugly-kisser gladys(me) kissing d same body-less man!!!

hahha threesome. how cool

me, diyanah and syaf with hand-made shiny starsss clips!!haha jk, they're part of d trails too =)

havin lunch. lols

me n diyanah!!!

the 5 of us!! frm left: eli, me, ahling, syaf and diyanah.

haha so basically tts all la. mani other pics but its too much liaos. this chingay thingy is fun! tho its tiring. im too lazy to blog abt the rest liao. so... enjoy the mannequins pics!!! dey're so lovely, arent they? hur hur hur. ciaos!

2005-10-18T00:32:00.000+08:00

today was wayyy tiring fer me. had to wake up at 8am(tho i was late -_-) n meet ahling n andrew at 9am den go t sch tgt for the chingay thingy. gotta do d prototype out by this wk alr!!
therefore we've to go to sch everyday this wk!!! *criiesss*
aniwayss, today was all abt work work work, teamwork teamwork teamwork, n being able to withstand d long hours and the unpleasant smell.
Went to Arab Street with Mr Calvin Tan, ahling n eli to get some fabric samples fer our trails.
managed to make afew butterflies and the rocket skeleton. tried wrapping our shimmering pink fabric onto one of the butterfly. it's so pretty!!!.. i took afew photos with it!! so pretty n angelic lyke me. wahhahahaha. jk -_- i'll post d pics soon if possible. =D
so we left at abt 7++pm?? very very late. when we left, some of 'em are still doin d rocket!!
hais. so tiring.. imagine we've to continue this thing for........... a wk atleast??

Horoscopes
i know i know.. u ppl would tink tht this would be a cheesy entry. i used to tink tht horoscopes are a waste of time and super lamo n dumb n bimbotic n... d list goes on. But!!! after reading upon some of d horoscopes i came across online, i realised tht not all are as crapshet-ty. therefore i conclude tht Friendster's Horoscope is d most accurate in general.
i happened to scroll to the Horoscope part in my Friendster page, thus i read it. and it was incredibly accurate! it toks abt wad probs u mite b facing n oso advise u on wad u shld u/avoid.

Friendster's Horoscope: pisces
Beautiful words and people get a lot of your attention -- and create illusions.
It's never easy to schedule those serious sit-down relationship talks, especially when you're quite aware that the chances are equally good and bad that they'll turn out well -- but maybe not so well. Your best bet now -- no, your only bet now -- is to be brave and arrange that tete-a-tete anyway. What else can you possibly do? At least you'll know exactly where you stand when it's over. (Bet it's going to be good, too.)

However,some other cheesy websites provide free horoscopes which are total nonsenses.
e.g:
The way someone's acting makes you wonder. Your powers of analysis really come to the fore as you try to figure out what's going on. Keep your opinions to yourself, though -- otherwise, it could be called gossip.

compare those 2 horoscopes. atleast the 1st one reli says it all in details. but luk at the 2nd one!
i mean, even common sense will tell u tht most opinions shld b kept to ureself, if not it's considered as gossiping. lyke duh lo. i mean, im sure the other horoscopes besides Pisces would have the same prob mah. d analysis very surface la.. not up to standard..*shakes head vigorously*

jus to tell u alil bit more abt me b4 i zhao. hahahhaha.

Venus, when placed in the sign of Taurus, denotes a romantic, affectionate lover and friend. Rich beauty and sensuality are attributed to people with this configuration and their emotions are stable and dependable. Those with Venus in Taurus are likely to be enraptured forever and will be more responsive and devoted as relationships get heavier. If you are true to type, you tend to have a penchant for the finer, more luxurious things in life. You may spend a lot of energy on obtaining possessions and material objects for emotional security. Often these types have a talent or appreciation for creativity and culture of any realm. You probably enjoy music, fine food and art immensely. Venus-in-Taurus types are blessed with the capacity to savor each moment to the fullest, and instinctively seek out the beauty in their surroundings. However, you may want to watch out for a ~~possessive streak!~~
Final note: We think you will flourish in relationships that provide you with a real sense of belonging and stability.

hohohoho. now u know im a gentle n gf material(kekeke) person. so please dont refrain ureself from tokin to me or even askin for my number. LOLs.

here's d add for ure love sign: http://astrology.teenmag.com/profiles/yourlovesign.html
lols.

2005-10-17T01:59:00.000+08:00

i'm startin to dread bloggin nowadays. tho mani things had happened, but i cun b bothered to blog lol.
went out with my babe linghui jus d day b4 and she stayed over at my hse. stupid gurl couldnt get d hang of slping late. lousy! lols
had alot of food n junks tht day. aww mann.. how sinful.. =(
talked quite abit with her too.. mmm... yeh..

actualli ive this net frd whom ive known fer many years.. since early sec? yeh.. he's a reli nice chap. Name's Alvin yeo. haha.. i used to find tht he's kinda irritating, cus he kept asking me abt d right way to woo a gurl, and wad does a gurl means if she does smth or said smth to him. n he can reli talk man. he jus couldnt stop that habit : he loves to flood ppl's msn.lols
so aniways, this guy here's one yr older. he's now studyin in sp i tink. n yeh.. same thing agn, he'd talk to me abt his present crush.. n how he tried to flirt w her...etc.. ahahha. and somhow he's gort some worthy value to make use of. hahaha. i couldnt ustd my guy frd so alvin would analyse my frd's replies n advise me on wad to do. its kinda fun actualli, to hear d guys' perspective.. reli very interesting. lol

so wad im trying to say after all those crap shets is tht i reli appreciate my lil net budd here who's been supporting me thruout d years. he even accompanied me during the mugging days!

"u've been a real nice n gd frd to me. ure d onli one who can ustd d other side of me. sorry if ive been neglecting u(all d while), i promise ill b nice to ya! thnx budd!!! oh, and ure not lao la, macho man.haahha"

*incase ure wondering wad i meant on d last sentence.. he used to tk pics of his bod(not lower part la!) n send me so tht i can comment on his bod. hahha perfectionist.

y did things turned out this way?
we jus stopped tokin for 2 days.
things have changed
i did not haf tht courage to tok to u lyke b4
so did you
does it mean tht ure gonna 4get this whole thing?
or ure jus chickening out?
u can b hostile at this moment
yet caring at another
wad are eu tryin to prove?
tht its jus a game?
or u seriously tot tht i could b ur girl?
i simply detest u for wad u are now.
Oh god, pls give me a sign
whether i shud continue
or to let go..

[.in a state of dilemma.]

2005-10-14T18:46:00.000+08:00

hahaha im reli damn reluctant to blog nowadays. even now im tryin to force myself t blog. -_-aniways, went out with cheryl n essy on 12.10.05 den junming joined us at nite. so fun!!! love all my peeps!! so yeh, an interesting day it was. Cheryl was super sway tht day. hahahaha. i shall not blog abt it yeh. oh n smth hilarious happened to me tt day:

- ate d most expensive food among 'em at Breeks, but turned out d suckiest.-found a strand of hair and egg shells in it!! f***
- thanked a phillipino woman in Watsons who'd bumped into me real hard and said "sorry mom" -_- (i dunno wad had gotten into me)
- got followed by this uncle angmoh when i was with cheryl at taka. gross pek pek. *pukes*
- dyed my hair at this Kimage sch and it turned out lyke SHET.

so basically, thts all la.
oh .. i complaint abt my hair and ive got a free hair dying jus now at Funan. luks much better now.
felt kinda paiseh to complain abt it la, but its reli their fot la! d purpose of dying ure hair is partly bcus ure black roots are growing out RIGHT?.. thts y we nid to dye back our colour, or change to another colour right? but d person didnt touch my roots AT ALL. wtf?
aye, but ive got my roots done now, so i shall not tok abt it animore. keke

i shall b nice and post some pics tht ive taken on 12.10.05.

this was b4 i dyed my hair la. my hair more chio now. muahahhaahaha. jk.
notice my eyes one big one small? LOLs
oh.. n notice my complexion. KNS man. d super big pimple's still on my nose! UGLY!

it was an ugly ugly day... sadded

wahhaha. 3 pigs. weli cutess!

essy babe n me!!!

cheryl and me! we're slacking at the Cine cafe..

later at Westmall's Coffeebean...................

WAHAHAHHA! luk at our very own ESSY PUI PUI! hahahhahaa.weli cutess!
(we're eating pastas btw. thts the cream sauce. n yes, d pastas there sucks.)

tht's CHUNN MENGG!!.. hahaha. no la, its Junming. cool sia ppl.lol

hahaha.. stupid junming imposter!!! it shld be essy, our flowery 3 babe. lol

haha we're so ugly here. ok, i am. lols

haha. retarded faces.

we're imitating welian from Superstar if u can see..."vote for me! no.1!!!" lols

ohhh man.. we reli love to act retarded.

n lastly, our normal faces!!!

jus incase u guys are wondering, Essy left earlier with her brobro. hohoho
hokiesssss. im done with da blogging !! ciaos

2005-10-11T01:29:00.000+08:00

hais. i feel even worst now.
am i very irritating? can smbody tell me?
ani ways tht i can improve? eg d things i say, my tone..etc.
am i a very boring person?
i tink i nid to reflect myself.

d way he talks to me was very...blunt and interest-less.
i rather him not to tok to me.
im tired of playin these games.
tell me wads on ure mind pls?

went to kbox for a singing session wif my peeps.
was kinda fun..
but, reminded me of some stuffs..
stupid sad songs.

aniways ill b goin out with essy n cheryl babes. hopefulli tml will b a happier day. =)

2005-10-10T02:12:00.000+08:00

nth much happened tday. 'cept tht i went to d hospital again(exactly d same rm as my grandma's) to visit my grandpa's sister. dad went to m'sia n drove her to s'pore. hais.

den went to grandpa's hse fer dinner, n oso to celebrate his bday..aye. so siann to tok 'bt all these stuffs rite?. or mabe im not in d perfect mood.

gonna sing kbox tml with mah mates. cant wait.

Haisss..

i jus feel lyke sighing.

love it or hate it?

i hate this feeling

how can i get upset over such things?

"jus a small matter"

"don tink too much"

dooesnt werk fer me

i feel lyke ive been givin in

for sure he shld hav smth in return?

or m i too sensitive?

i wanna tell this to a frd

but yet, i wanna keep it secret

i hate this feeling.

now.

hate it.

simply hate it.

will blog agn tml hopefulli with pics. =) ciaos.

2005-10-08T02:03:00.000+08:00

woke up at 12pm sharp n missed the chingay meeting at 10am due to a massive headache i had in d morning. took panadol n went back to slp again, until eli called me n asked me to meet 'em.

thus i met john first n we took bus77 to orchard n met 'em. dey're so sweet to wait fer us for lunch. love u guys!..

ohhh.. i managed to exchange a new pair of coloured contacts w my torn pair which i didnt wear it at all. yayyss. and ahling bot a pair of clear lenses w degrees for onli 13bucks!!... way cool.

afterr tt, we all went home, and ate sakae sushi w my dearie sista n mom. chatted alot, as usual, and oso took alot of candid shots. *sis has been gettin v.obssessed by herself lately. she brings her digi cam along everywhr!* so aniways, was nice. came back n watched tv!! slack;pigout. shiok shiok.

so painful

awaiting for u each night

hoping for smth in return

i'm no longer patient

i wonder how long could i still keep my cool

ure jus lyke a lil precious baby

waiting for smbdy to shower u w love n care

i wanna b tht smbody

to carry u w all my heart n soul

'so if ure willing

lets go onto this journey tgt

and support each other

w d power of love.

it's a song lyrics. tot it's kinda cute. =)

2005-10-07T02:01:00.000+08:00

went to sch today fer the chingay meeting. got into teams to finalise on the designs n stuffs. so we're thinkin of havin trails of butterflies coiling the tree trunk den extend it out to the rocket, slowing transforming into flames. duno if u'll ustd wad im sayin, but it doesnt matter. haha
jx came to meeet us after the meeting fer lunch, and oso to pass me the ragnarok game cd. after tht, we discussed the designs, blah blah blah.. until i had to meet my ex collleagues in town at ard 4pm.
so aniways, metup with amanda and cheryl n ghim. the rest decided to pangseh us at d very last min. well done guys -_- . went to Lido starbucks n we saw roderick n his JC pals.
WAHSEH, his pals are kinda cute. hahahah. rod oso not bad lah, mabe oso bcus of his hair. mohawk. i lyke mohawk hairstyles. hai, but but buttt.... jc guys, c**a* don lyke. and yeah, we sat at Lido, infront of the mega big screen n chatted for hours! really enjoyed it. and we laughed super loud lyke crazy monkays. think ghim was kinda embarrassed by us, esp when he's d onli guy n we're lyke retarded bimboes. hahahhaa
den we went shoppin fer awhile, and we settled down at Heeren Marches!! had a greeeaaaaaattttt dinner there man!!!.. reli miss d food there, esp the rousli. YUMSSSSS
chatted for very very long too. left at almost 10?.. lols. met few familiar faces on d way too. haha
lazy to say ani longer. i shall show ya our pics!!

i luk terrible tonite. prob bcus of lack of slp. oh btw, tht's cheryl, mah flowery 3 member!

this toot retarded luking guy is our very own GHIM SOON!..he's up for grabs now! email me for his details and wad kinda girls he's luking fer!. =D

da fox babes!!! me, cheryl, amanda! =)

this is our dear GhimSoon. a nice, caring, funny, retarded n MAN man. hur hur.

me and amanda babe!!.. she's funnayyy! oh,she can RELLI gossip! =x

ahha.. ho-kaysss~

yeahh.. tt's it fer now. kinda rushed this entry cus i reli reli wanna slp!!.. been out d whole day, rely exhausted. gonna wakeup early tml again. HAISSS... oki dokieee.. nites peeps. ciaos!

2005-10-05T00:24:00.000+08:00

yoohoooooo!! hehehehe. okayys, 'm gonna blog frm ytd onwards ya?
umm. met up w ahling n eli in town to search fer diwei's pressie. so we got a brown funkay shirt fer diwei. met the rest at 12pm fer lunch at Scotts footcourt(~~yeh, abit retarded la.), supposedly to celebrate their belated bdays there. initially dey suggested cutting cake in d foodcourt, but we did it in Han's fortunately. hahaha. its kinda stupid. lyke, go Han's jus to cut cake?? oh wells, dey're nice enuf to provide us plates n forks. well done auntayyysss!!! =D
here's some pics of us!!

belated bday boi(diwei) and gurl(jiahui) =)

bday boy n gurl blowing cake. woooohoooooo~~!!

bday gurl's portion of cakeee. choc lehhh!!!

"finish this cake in 10s? no prob man!!!!" wahseh, powerwoman.

knoe its not d focus for today's entry, bt yeh...... "who're those 2 chiobuss!?" wahahhaa. =x

went to Eastcoast supposedly to go to the Bar for a drink, BUTTTTT!!! its not open on Mondays. y din we tot of tht. *bang our heads on b table*
so we jus sat on one of the stone tables n slack while ELI and JOHN went to play some 'romantic-on-teh-beach' games. hur hur hur...

*no lah, eli learnt some 'ninja-throwin-lumps-of-sand' trick frm john.*

ahhh.. wad a nice weatherrr... ~~ =D

nice pic eh? all these are taken by gladys zhang. cool babe(future photographer)

me and ahling. ok we luk lyke blur hamsters here. its bcus of the wind!!! not us okaye, rmb tht.

lols. when i shot this foto, i tot it was kinda cool. reflects a very..... ummm.. aiya, artistic la.

yeh!! so i guessed thts it for east coast. headed home after dinner. the few of us including: ahling, limin, john, andrew and me, took 197 bus back to JE. Due to the long boring journey to home, me n ahling started singing n recordin our voices usin mah hp. we sang this chi song, a duet. n it sounded soo retarded. hahahha. we sang it over n over again, tink the other passengers are annoyed by us. but who cares aniways.?
so yeh. pls don beg me fer the song, cus its terrible. hahahaha

Pictures of the day! i mean, entry.

0506 galss unite!! *gurl powa!*

0506 class (not all tho') lalala. we reli truly roxks. =D

*stupid blog is givin me a headache. these neoprints are too large to fit into the box. so watcha see is watcha get. too baddie. =(

i'm too lazy to blog about wad happened today. mm. watched the andy lau movie. tot it was a cheesy movie at first, but it turned out very very nice. d nicest n most satisfying ending i've ever watched for a v.long time!

2005-10-02T22:24:00.000+08:00

time to bloggg.
hahaha. woke up at almost 4pm today. tink it mus've been the pathetic one-can carlsberg ive drank ytd.
din eat ani dinner so far. im famished.
aniways, went to my grandpa's hse today fer dinner supposedly. skipped tht dinner cus not hungry. ayyeee, miss going there sia. didnt visit 'em for mani weeks le. so yeh. oh yeh, conferenced with jiahui, ahling and limin frm ytd. hahaha. damn funny. they said i was drunk, but im not. iwas definitely in a sober state.
for the past few days i was actualli quite happy, but when i know tht he's back alr, i jus couldnt be as happy. but of cus, im still happy la.. jus tht ill tink of alot of things w him ard. wth. hais. neverdless, ill try not to show it to my frds. its nth big shet.
cant wait fer tml to come. gonna meetup my frds again! oh yeh, and oso thurs too. gonna meetup with my Foxiess!!! wooooooo!

2005-10-01T21:40:00.000+08:00

yuppiEE!!! went shoppin with my dearie sista. overslpt today, thus met her at ard 1pm( supposedly 12pm la.) sry ah hui.
so aniways, we went to Bugis first. shopped ard Parco den bugis street until 5+pm, den we left for Orchard. Ah hui bot sooo mani things. hahahha. she bot a blusher and this glow foundation thingy.. i bot a top. =D okay lah. nth much to buy from bugis le. mabbe cus its too crowded today.
Orchard's even worse. kinda pack.. we went to Fareast and shopped. i went ta buy the bag ive been aiming for mths. aimed the one at Cine actualli. but decided to buy it at Fareast(no diff rite). it's havin a 20% sale promo!!.. got it for onli 21.50bucks. WAHHHHHHH... ah hui oso aimed for very long. wahahhaha. same taste. therefore, she got the black one n i got the brown one. HEH HEHs
after tht im kinda tired alr. so i wasnt reli paying attention to the clothes. wanted to buy a jacket, but its kinda ex. =( so aniways, we walked lyke crazy, den ah hui saw this jeans tht she's been noticing for quite long. after afew attempts of bargaining , she bot it at 59.90bucks(d girl nv give her discount in d end. hahahaha)
walk..... walk...... walk.......
see.......seee........seee...........
finally, we decided to go home. Giordano was our last stop. Ah hui bot many other things, but i jjus couldnt seem to rmb. oh shet.
den we took a train home.
Oh yarrrrs.s.s.s.s.s..... today's so happening sia. we met Jason and Weilian from Superstar at Bugis. Jason so cute!. ahahha. i mean, he luks super nice lah, but he's a blardi gay. but still, nice enuf to guide weilian la. he's lyke very afraid tht weilian will fall so he's very careful.
den we met Jamie Teo at Fareast. nv reli see her la. Ah hui spotted her first.
oh, and there's a graffiti competition outside Fareast. damn cool la. the designs all quite nice lah.
yeh, aiye. iill blog ltr if im bored. wahahah. so, ciaoz fer now. =D

2005-09-30T21:33:00.000+08:00

*This is gonna be a freaking long entry. so, back off if ure sian1/2 now. lols

YAYs!... Holis are here!... which means, no proj, no hwk, no stress, no pimples n no dark circles!!!.. lols.gonna find a temp job, ani lobang?
'm not in my best mood for the past few weeks, mabbe cus of stress. but ytd i was quite happi la. mm. i reli enjoyed it ytd, but i dunno if i shld feel happi now.tink tht mani things would change during this holi. somehow i feel very insecure abt wad ive predicted. but yet, even if it reli turns out my way, i wouldnt b sure tht ill accept it. aiya, these kinda things v.hard to say.
p/s: for those who know wad im toking abt, don say a werd kayee. i told u guys abt it cus i trust u guys. so don abuse my trust. lols
i was chatting with Nissa ytd, when she sent me a spongebob icon. man, was it hilarious. i jus couldnt stop laffing. i've to admit tht ive a fetish for spongebob squarepants. he jus turns me on. hahahaha.
den i sent tht icon to jingxuan n he sang the song for the cartoon. tht was sooo unexpected from him. ahahhahahha. i was laffing my ass off man. tht was d most retarded-est thing ive ever seen frm him. lols. i still couldnt stop laffing whenever i tot of it. ahhahaha. oops, im turned on again. =x
alright alright, i jus wanna kip blabbering here. its my space 'aight?. since ive nth to do at hm. argggghhhh.. after my presentation in d morning, ah ling n me went to westmall's Mac n i ate hotcakes. yummy. followed by a girlies talk. mm. dunno if i shld feel happy abt d conversation, cus i don feel exactly comfortable after saying some things. den, we left after quite a long talk, and guess whom i saw?.. hahaha. nehh,no big shet actualli. saw Alvin. hahaha =x
Alvin's my sec sch classmate. Used to sit behind me and always pissed me off for no reasons. Known as the 'flirt' or the 'chikopek' who only hangs ard with gurls and truly enjoys d attention.
oh wells, feel nice to see old mates. haha. we took d same bus n chatted for awhile. still didnt change very much, 'cept tht he's better looking now. actuali, not bad at all. but of cus, not my type lah. ahhahaha.. he alr has tht height n size. jus tht he hunches. smore ppl JC lehhhh..
smart ass. and also smart alec.
oh did i mention? i get quite turned on by guys in jc unis too. hahaha =x. but den again, alvin's not my type.

presentation was sucky fer me. but i don wanna say wad happened, i swear i'd dig nopp's eyes out. dunno wads her prob, blind or wad?. still bragged tht u werked for warner bros or disney.. my foot lah. *&^^#^#^#@!@~!@!$ *cursing n swearing*
OH OH OH!!!. i saw frdster today n my frd posted a bulletin which talks abt her bro(who's oso my frd) who's now studying in Melbourne, is selected as one of the 14 finalists for the Melbourne Asian Mr University!!! hahaha. aye, ive lost the website after voting fer him. if not u guys can help mi vote. ahhahaha. he's currently 3rd i tink, which is not bad i tink!?... tho i prefer another guy. haha
woulr reli love to blog more. but im kinda outta things to say. shall cont' ltr if ive more to say. lols. ciaos!!!

Jing: "are u ready kids!!??!!"
Jing: "oooOOoooooOooo"
me: "aye aye captain!!"
Jing: " who's d one who lives beside the pineapple under the sea??" (cant rmb wad he said liao.)
" SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!!!"
Jing: "who's as yellow n porous as he?"
"SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!!"
Jing: "I cant hear u!!??"
"SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!!!"
me: " siao ah?" LOLS

ahhaahaha. *eerythin above are not accurate. agar agar. lols. but u can see how retarded this guy is.
omigosh, im laffing now. spongebob rawks my world.

2005-09-29T01:59:00.000+08:00

2:00 am , i'm still awake.
im feeling crappy now. i dunno how to explain wad im feelin rite now. i feel so lonely, not in d sense of havin r/s, but a frd/companion. i realised tht my present frds now are so...theyre nice, but i still cant find a 'zhi xing' frd. i miss my old pals. we can jus talk abt wad happened n how we felt. tho sometimes im reli stupid to feel tht way, but my frd will always ustd me n b there for me. im reli feeling lousy. i canot stand it. the sound of my parents' arguing depress me even more. now all of us are pursuing our own goals, n we all don have the time to meet up n tok. now i know how impt frds are, n how i shldnt neglect them.
im weeping lyke nobodi's business now. for many reasons. i jus feel low, lousy, crappy, empty.

2005-09-28T23:14:00.000+08:00

time to blog again. hmm... my studio proj is finally overr. i'm so done with it. hopefulli i won fail this module, or i'll reli cry. i was rushing to save my final artpiece and meet my frds, when i accidentalli deleted my work. f* man. all my hard work n efforts and mani nights without ani decent rest. oh wells, i managed to rush everything in 1day. din slp too.
right after submitting our projs, some of us went to westmall arcade and played. den jiahui stayed overnite at my hse..
throut tht nite, ive got to learn mani things frm her. mm. make me think of many many things. now im even more lost, i dunno wad to do or feel or tink in d rite way. shld i let it go or wait..? *sighs*
went out to town with afew of my polyfrds. nt much to do over there, jus window shopping. ohh... i bot a watch at fareast. costs 20bucks. haha.. but i find it very cheap luking after awhile. shit.
now my aim is to have a very very good rest. ive got a blardi breakout when i was chionging my studio proj. ggrrrrrr.

2005-09-22T15:38:00.000+08:00

oops, forgot to blog for d past few days. mm. oh yeah, was forced to para para the day b4 at Westmall's arcade. aw man, it was damn awful n embarrassing. i onli got thru the 1st stage den i failed. terribly. atfirst we tot there were no ppl, so don bother. but who knows when i put in the 3coins, there were loud techno music. gosh. not long after, ppl start ccrowdin behind me, they mus b thinkin how gd m i. wahahhaah. turns out to b a joke.
been kinda busy with my studio proj too, think the worst has yet to come. gotta finish everythin latest by this sat, den still have to go to printing shop n test print, den buy materials n mount my works, finally prepare my presentation speech. oh shit, i don have formal clothes.

2005-09-19T16:29:00.000+08:00

ytd was terror for me. didnt reaallyy slp. i was rushing my studio proj for today's teacher-student session. we were given a piece of paper with mani mani requirements over the weekend, n it has to b shown to our lect in charge today. Being the last-min person, i started my proj on Sunday, evning. -_-
However, i still didnt have tht mood. thus i went to watch some taiwan dramas. relli started kina late. aniways, when i changed my MSN nick to "shit, haven started", this person(A) came to me n asked me abt my progress. i mean, tht A's outta spite me. i tink A's being very insecure , hence A chose me(one of d weaker ones ive gonna admit) to show off. WTF!
doesnt mean im slower n slacker den d rest means u can let ure big fat elephant foot step on me u (*&#(^*!@#)@#*. (i hope A doesnt sees this) . LOL. just dont lyke the way A asks me abt sch work. its always e case. A will never ever ask d progresses of d others, yet A has to ask me. A is definitely underestimating me. i will never ever b underestimated! wait n See! HOHOHO.
alrights, i still won hav tt drive in me to work harder. lol. but yea, ill give my best shot.
yeps, back to today's. after our meeting with d lect, we accompanied diwei to eat in d Food Junction. Den some of us went to Bt Timah for poool.
Guess i got quite pissed off at nth. lol. tink mabbe im too tired. suddenly got very irritated by my classmates. anyways, they're sweet enouf to send me to my bus stop. yeps tts it. im gonna hibernate now lyke theres no tml. hha. ciaoz!

2005-09-15T20:29:00.000+08:00

feelin so fuckedup. hate it when my mom starts scolding n complaining abt my dad. she can complain non stop n none makes sense. feel lyke shutting her freakin mouth. she gives signals to my dad to do this, but yet she's sayin another thing. women nearing menopause are so fkin annoyin. and my poor dad has to make it up for her for nth. the worst thing is she has to vent the anger on us. wtf. cstfkbh. gets onto my nerves all d time.

2005-09-14T21:15:00.000+08:00

went t bugis today, supposedly t tk phtos for my studio proj but ended up slackin ard. aniways, it was kinda fun with jus afew of us. out in a big grp doesnt reli work i guess. its a chore to tok to d guys(some). all so 'cool' tht they won even bother replying our qns. gets onto my nerves somtimes. ai, cant blame. boys will b boys. my frd was kinda pissed off actualli. mm, mabbe not t tht extent la. jus frustrated.
aniways, the part when there're onli 4 of us left was quite fun la. got to tok abt stuffs n .. stuffs. my frd was kinda eyeing on this waitor at d cafe-rest opposite Adidas. lol. didnt appeal to me tho.
so we headed home not long after that long tea-session in d cafe. so exhausted!
p/s: sry if ive offended anione in my blog. but c'mon, its MY blog. i can say wadever i wan. atleast i don tok behind ppl's backs.

2005-09-13T22:00:00.000+08:00

went to the zoological gardens today to do my studio proj. mm well, its kinda fun yet sucky. im contradicting; aniways, i was very uncomfortable the whole day cus of the stupid pants that kept sliding off my ass. lol.
got reli pissed w 2guys who're drawing the scorpions too. not gentlemen at all. nv even offer to share some space or to even shift their bags away so tht i can sit nearer. selfish nerds/ kiasus. Overall, quite alright la. gotta crap w my frds. tho' we smelt real stinky today.
after tht, some of us went to Westmall to have a drinkat Coffeebean. Blackforest is darn niceee! craving for tht agn. lol. den essy called n asked mi to study w her at coffeebean agn. so i had to go hm n bathe den rush out to coffeebean agn to meet her. the ladyboss was kinda shocked to see me there. lol.
yup, tts all for this entry. =))

2005-09-12T20:34:00.000+08:00

im back again!! realised that my blog acct still exists, i've decided to blog agn. hehe. many things happened during this period of time. Sch started, proj after proj..mm.. n many other stuffs.
aniways, today's Linghui's 17th Birthdy!.. reli reli reli fortunate to have such a nice frd. she roks man!!! haha, hopefulli she sees this. =P
oh yeahhh. today was sway sway sway for me. went to help my sis to cook dinner, but i made it worst in d end. sis asked mi to cook the rice, and i ended up cooking porridge(addded too much water). Next, i went to re-cook it and put in the oven for afew times, hopefulli to make it dryer. Then, the bowl of rice jus fell off n broke in piecessss. ask me, i dunno how did it happened. too fast alr. lol. so yeahh....... my sis was kinda pissed, but i guess she cant do anithing either. my retribution? washing the whole tub of plates.

i'll b kinda busy these few weeks due to my major project. gonna draw the black scorpion!!.. so if u guys wana ctc me or smth, mmm... try not to disturb mi so much la. unless i disturb u first. haha. alrights, gotta do some research!

2005-04-10T13:10:00.000+08:00

Im back.
The reason y ive changed my blogskin's bcuz i realised my blog and cheryl's blog are similar. both skins are prob created by d same person. the reason y i changed back to my previous blogskin's cuz im too lazy to modify another skin. so troublesome.
aniways, i don have the mood to blog nowadays. my condition has been improved, thus nw i can go out more often(thank goodness!). that day, my ex-Fox colleagues(Ghim, Allen, Amanda), Cheryl and I, went to Clement's hse to play mahjong and pool. so fun. All my ex colleagues are stayin at d other part of d world, lyke Serangoon. ahahha. so anyways, we played and slacked ard until 11+pm, den went to Gombak's Alif restaurant or wadever name is tht, to eat malay food. i had cheese n 'kosong' pratas!! shiok shiok. so we chatted and ate until they had to catch the last train home. haha.. well, nice to gather n hang out with 'em.
alrights.i'll blog again when i get another sign from God. muahaha.
bye

2005-03-22T11:05:00.000+08:00

woooooott! imma here to announce that i got into Nanyang poly's Digital Media Design!
well, tht's my 2nd choice actualli. guess i shld b satisfied with d results! rite now, ive gotta reli brush up on my drawing skills!
for those idiots(JK!!) who donno wad DMD stoodents do, we focus mainly on drawings n designings n of cuz creativity. we'll b creating/designing games & animated shortfilms.
shioks mans. rytes, ive gtg! tataz!

2005-03-14T23:30:00.000+08:00

heyhey! i would lyke to announce that i'm OFFICIALLY NOT A MEMBER OF FOX WISMA ANYMORE!
hehs. shld i be happy or sad? i felt so relieved when i know that i'm quitting. However, i felt kinda sad when im informed that today's my last day of work. OKays, im contradicting to myself. i ever tot of continuing til d end of march tho'...
aniways, wad had been done or said is done.
worked with Chrisbabida(senior manager.), Ghim Soon, NorAin and Allen til closin time. mm.. got to joke with them more.(which is a pleasant thing). got to tk some pics with them too!haha. super hilarious canns..
i'm coughin lyke nobdy's business.
ok im done with it. cya.

2005-03-13T02:05:00.000+08:00

aye im back! well for those who've lost in touch with me and my pathetic lyfe, i'm currently working in Fox Wisma(Fawa) with cheryl and clement, and d 3 of us are gonna quit on d 15th(last day)! yes yes, y all of a sudden right?
firstly, i hate the uniform! 2ndly, i'm always working in d afternn shift which is either from 2.15pm-11pm or 5pm-11pm. so by d time i reach hm, its alr 12+am. my dad would b whining lyke mad.
haiyas, there're other reasons to it that urged me even more to quit.
aniways, i went to eat with my colleagues and ex-colleagues and esther after knocking off frm work. went ta Lido ta eat KFC. it was reali fun eatin with them, tho' not all are interacting with one another.
oh! 4got to blog abt this. met xueting and aiping and huiming in d bus 77!(my ex schmates.) according to xueting, they jus knocked off from work too. they're doing banquet.(heard its a very tiring job). it's been lyke decades since i saw aiping and huiming. aiping seems slimmer alr!
*claps claps*
huiming...actualli i couldnt b bothered abt him larh. jus another tall guy with rosy cheeks(lols-a compliment kay). anihow, still feel good seeing them-it lets me reminise the past.
finally, jus wanna blog that serving customers is a f*ckin tiring job. lyke really. jus got reprimanded by this indian lady. her tamil accent's soo strong that i was confused whether she's talkin to me in tamil or eng initially. AND yar, i'll relli miss my workplace and the peeps there(tho' many of my gd frds quitted alr). as much as i hate ALAN(senior director), ill still miss his 'gay-ness'. for those who dunno, alan is a stupid bitchy gay that couldnt stop bitching n gossiping n bossing at ppl. he even asked me to fuck off b4. darn stupid ugly, fat, nerdy gay.-he's one of d ugliest gays ive ever seen. unlyke some others. saw this gay couple shopping in Fox. one of 'em was SUPER CUTE. omg. tanned, MAN, fully developed muscles but not overly muscled, and nice squar-y jaw! reli cute, but too bad he's gay. hmph.
hmm,think ive gotten too far eh? one thing leads to another. bloggin abt alan leads me to 'gays' as a general topic. Hence, i shall not delay any further of ure time folks! will blog agan soon! ciaoz!

2005-03-06T01:56:00.000+08:00

jus reached hm not long ago! had a gd bath manz. aniways, i'd jus came back from Newton. knocked off from werk at abt 11pm, den went to Newton to eat with my colleagues n my boss.
ordered many delicacies such as chilli crab, kailan, lala, satays and STINGRAY!!! lagi-best sia. o yah!, guess wad? we saw Jackie Chan's son!!! haha. he was sitting at d table right infront of us. atfirst i tot he was very familiar bt couldnt figure out who he was, until my colleague, Ghim told me tht he was jackie's son.
mm, not a bad chap. humble n stuffs. and he doesnt look as ugly as in TV. atleast his nose doesnt seemed as big as in the TV. lol
aniways, i think tht the doodleboard is screwed up. couldnt function properly.
have i told u abt my Os?? after much discussions with my family and much tots, ive decided to go for Digital Entertainment Tech as my first choice. don ask me wad is d course abt. go n read it for ureself. hopefulli i can get into d course!.

2005-02-28T01:34:00.000+08:00

omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg!!!!
tml will be MY DOOM DAY!
i can feel my adrenaline rising lyke the Tsunami waves. The rate of my blood circulation, breathing, and carbohydate metabolism, secreted by mmy adrenal glands, are increasing tremendously right now, without cease.
oh no! how m i gonna slp lyke this?? Many tots are running in my head lyke wild beasts-will i b able to get into the course i wan? will i b able to make it into Poly? will i excel in wadever course i chose t do? will i pursue my passion n not slack/regret halfway?will i b wasting my time? etc.
my cousin said gettin back our Os results is some sort similiar with gettin back my PSLE results. i can still remember vividly how bad i did, n how my parents reprimanded me. not only that,many adults compared me to the others(cousins,frds),makin me feel even more depressed n disheartened.
i hope i won receive the same treatment n feelings tml.
aniways, jus wanna vent out all my frustrations n stress n tensions . pray tht i'll gt reasonably well tml..!wish me luck yarsss =)) ciao

2005-02-26T02:30:00.000+08:00

Today im feelin depressed, over a frivolous matter. i'm disoriented and also susceptible to my past(which i dun wanna tok abt it). no, i'm not tryin to b a drama queen or some emotional freak. i tot i'd finally overcame d feeling of being alone. it was only until yest when i suddenly realised tht i was wrong. my usual tranquil frame of mind is disturbed by unsolicited tots of indelible memories. dont ask me wad isit,i'm tryin to figure out too.
how could i obliterate this?
ive no notion abt wad's gonna happened in d future. am i prepared fer this? i guess i shld jus wait n see how it goes..

2005-02-24T00:46:00.001+08:00

hey guys!..went t shop w my sista jus now! i've got many staff vouchers from Wingtai Clothings Pte Ltd. HEH HEH.
Here are d list of shops: Topshop/TopMan
Fox
Nike
G2000
U2
Ozoc
Indivi
Dorothy Perkins
Yoshinoya
shopped til we dropped. so in d end, i bought a pair of SUPER ADORABLE shoes, a pair of Nike socks, and a shirt from Dorothy Perkins. my sis bought a freaking spunkay nice cap from Nike and a spag from Topshop and a shirt fr Dorothy Perkins...etc. reli worth buying..yupps. tht's it. nth else worth bloggin. ciao!
***WARNING!:pls apply for ure own Singpass inorder to register ure courses.!

2005-02-22T13:24:00.000+08:00

hey!!.. check out my new blogg!.. -grins-
okokays, i know im not a Billabong-gurl, but its jus soo nice. =)) anwyays, life's been d same for me.. werking or goin out with frds. guess wad? i have to only werk on Tues n Sat this week, and the rest of d days, I'M OFF!? yest i went out with esther n cheryl, n waited fer Junming to knock off, den we went to watch Hide and Seek. dumb show larhs..
don even know wad isit tryin to say. basically its jus a story of a dad who has a split personality n this dad went killing ppl inc his wife,his cat, d sheriff,this kind lady..etc. he claimed tht he's Charlie n went to make frd with his daughter. it all started when he witnessed his wife kissin with this man, den he went crazy n had split personality n finally, he killed his wife. wantin to start a new life, he quitted his job n moved away with his daughter. so d whole game started. he turned into Charlie at 2.06am everynite n played with his daughter Hide and Seek. later on, he started killing ppl, n even wanted to kill his own daughter.
How dumb can it be?. Oh yah! guess wad happened durin d show? Esther screamed. ahahhahahaha. omg. tht was hilarious. she was freaked out by d man's face, so she screamed. everyone jus turned back. ahhahaha. ya larh, so we went to eat at Breeks after tht. my beef stew pasta was quite gross actualli. anyways, 've to werk later! well, ciao peeps!

2005-02-06T17:26:00.000+08:00

hey peeps. hav been sick for d past 2 to 3 days. grr. hate being sick!.. tht explains y im bloggin rite now. i havent been werking fer d past 2days alr, and tml i'm goin to m'sia til the 11th!.. 1whole weeek break frm werk!.
smth oso happened yest.mm, not reli a direct conflict, but yea, i don wish to recount wad happened. aniways, i hope everythin' was a misunderstandin.so im jus gonna ferget 'bt it.
relli gonna enjoy my trip to m'sia. gonna shop n eat n relax fer all i wan!
so yuppies. go now. ciaoz

2005-02-02T11:57:00.000+08:00

was off on Monday. hehe. went out with Linghui! omg, its been ages since ive seen her. she hasnt changed abit, i tink. but definitely prettier n more sensible(thts a gd thang eh).. i oso met up with kaijun, qiaojuan n yanyi cuz it was yi's birday tht day!. wad a coincidence to have my off day on yi's birday. hahas. so we ate at this italian rest called Imalfi. apparently, all of them excludin yanyi, are werkin in tht rest. so we kinda got 30% discount.(which is alot). its darn fuckin cheap.hahahah. but d food there aint cheap ya know? its d 30% discount tht saved my pocket.!
btw, d rest is located at Clarke Quay, u can visit them too. =))
after tht, i went over to Wisma n met up wit my colleague, Amanda,who happened to b offed tht day too. we're supposed to wait fer Mya to knock off to chill out 2gether cuz its mya's last day of werk. but tht stupid gladidock bitch abandoned us n went to her sec sch gathering. oh wells.
in d end, me n amanda went shoppin ourselves n ate in Lips Cafe. nice mashed potato. yummss.
okays, enouf 'bt my off day. gonna fuss 'bt my job.
damn fuckin customers are givin me a bloody headache. cant they jus wait for their turn to ask qns? one woman can b askin me a qns, den another woman kept pestering me. dumb women.
on my off day, we went back to my werkplace n bought clothes. while i was changing, i heard some noises. it was actualli this stupid china woman reprimanding my frd Marinah. tt china woman cant even speak a fuckin proper eng, den she was complainin "wad for hiring malays, when they cant even speak chi at all." darn bloody racist. its not as if her eng is so good n understandable. arrrghhh
essy oso told me 'bt her werkplace. poor gurls (essy+clara). they were sortof bullied by d peeps there. hai. shall nt say d details. tht cecelia is a 100% qualified cold-blooded bitch. think tht essy n clara are newbies n are easy to play a fool. fuckin assholes. not onli her, d others lyke zeal n dave are assholes too. grrr. workin life's so fucked up i swear. wads d prob wit all of 'em? its not lyke d supervisor will pamper u lyke shiet if u backstab d others. get a life!

2005-01-24T11:49:00.000+08:00

im finaly off from werk!!!!.. heh heh. gotta do some catching ups with my frds soon. =)

2005-01-22T11:44:00.000+08:00

ive lost in touch with everythin tht's happenin ard me. i lost in touch with wads showing on the tv, ive lost in touch with d radio, ive lost in touch with shoppin n great deals....etc. and my comp is wacked damnit!.. cant surf net.. =(((( so i can onli use my sis laptop.. hai. work's been tiring for sure, but ive kinda got used to it alr. lols. yest i was in-charge of the new arrivals infront of d shop for 1hr. den ive to greet those ppl who come in.wahlau. those ppl hoh.. greet alr bo chup me. haha. anways, yest was quite slacky. cuz my bosses all have to go to celebrate Hari Raya, so we've other guys from ngee ann city's branch to help out. thts y we're kinda slack.
Fox go go go!

2005-01-20T13:40:00.000+08:00

bloggin agn. jus wanna throw my tantrums here. fuckin job is givin me a fuckin headache. for those who know how the system in Fox is werking, ppl jus throw n dump all d clothes everywhere. den we've to fold abck the clothes again. we actualli close at abt 10pm, but we've to stay up very late to fold as many clothes as possible so as to go home. in d end, we can onli go hm at abt 11plus. wads more, cheryl n me live furthest. by d time i got hm, its alr abt 12plus to 1am.! hmph, some customers are fuckin unreasonable. not tht i wanna say this, ive relli got to see d ugly n kiasu side of sporeans now. damnit, i jus feel lyke throwing d clothes into their faces sumtimes. arrgghh, kay. there's actualli more to it, but im lazy to blog now. ciao.

2005-01-17T22:48:00.000+08:00

hey guys!!!!. guess wad?. i've got a job!. hehs. its at wisma atria-Fox, if u wanna knoe. =)
b nice to me n i'll give ya discounts!!!(probably....) heheh. tho' d wrking hrs are gonna kill me, and d pay isnt tht appealing, STILL, its worth trying!. ciao peeps.

2005-01-09T01:06:00.000+08:00

guess wada doin now? im blasting Planetshakers' songs in my room. know y? cuz im freaking pissed !!!!
firstly, im sick, STILL. 2ndly, i was called an 'AH-LIAN' when i went for a haircut. tht idiotic stupid hairdresser. he's no better aniways, he's a retarded sissy beng lar!!... say me.. =((.... say my hair colour very ahlian.. hai... m i relli tht ahlian? ahhahaa.
OKAYS. so i met up with Ivan(sis bf) to buy some of the games neccessities for the lil kids for my cousin(Daniel)'s bday party. i was actualli quite excited tht im able to play with those 'adorable' n 'lovable' kids n be their games empire. i spent so much effort with my sis n cousins, to plan n prepare the games n stuffs....even the decor we did it ourselves. everythin went well until the games section. OMW. we were shouting at the top of our voices so tht those irritating kids can get into a CIRCLE n jus STAY STILL. its so hard to get their attention, esp when my voice sounds lyke an 'ahgua'. but i had no choice, so all of us(the cousins n my sis) were shouting n shouting. it was so darn hard to even play a game with them. they're sooo.. ANNOYING. sorry, not tht i wanna say this. but they're lyke those irritating lil brats/devils. they can b so angelic infront of the adults n their parents, but when it comes to us or rather, games, with no adults, they began to show their true colours.
haii.. don wish to say d details. im jus tooooo pissed off. one gurl even insulted(indirectly) my cousin. oh wells, wad can i say? kids nowadays are sooo trying-to-be-mature or smart-alec. always givin attitudes n tantrums. sry but to say tht i don hav the patience to play with kids. one or two, its okay. but not the 30++ of them!!. NOW? my condition is even worse. my throat is lyke.....swollen. ive a bad intuition tt ill lose my voice tml. all thnks to the kids.
However, there're afew of them who're relliii adorable. sooo cute. n of cuz, NICE.

2005-01-05T16:22:00.000+08:00

'was too tired to blog yest. so 'm gonna blog abt yest's stuffs. morning woke up at abt 7am n took a cab down to MI(Millenium Institute) with Angel and Esther as we're late. we're so retarded bcuz there were counsellors from MI guarding at the gate there. and our hair was coloured, and shirts tucked out, very untidy.lol. OH, forgot to mention tht we were actualli crashing! ahaha. Luckily Gabriel(esther's church frd) was the grp leader of grp 3, so he put us into his grp. HEH HEH. we were jus in time for the national anthem n pledge. the whole thing was super duper BORING. not tht i wanna say lah, but i relli didnt enjoy my time there at all. d oonli thing i enjoyed was looking at d cute hunks. ahahha. we were almost caught afew times but luckily we werent. Jus as the teacher asked us to line up n hand in the forms, we all quickly asked fer permission to go to the toilet, but we ended up exploring the sch. d sch was so broken down, so old. so we played games n everythin n had a break at 10+am. esther n i couldnt stand it animore, thus we decided to sneak out. Gabriel said tht it aint easy to sneak out cuz there'll b counsellors there n they would prob catch us. so we came up with a plan saying tht we actualli went to the Head Office to ask smth abt d sch. so with tht, we walked towards the gates, but there werent ANY counsellor or student there. hence, we jus walked out lidat. hahaha. ltr den we realised tht there was a teacher talkin to all d counsellors. PHEW.
regarding angel, she joined her frd in another grp. aniways, we saw quite afew familiar faces lyke Tunzira, Xiu Hui, Aditya, Yonghwee.. saw esther's church frds too and most imptly, Nic!. haha. he's so 'cute' can.. lol. ok!. so thts alL!. 'm gonna crash Ngee Ann Poly soon. hehehe. ciaoz

2005-01-02T16:33:00.000+08:00

For those who own a Bible, pls flip to Luke 21:9-11

"And when you hear of wars and insurrections, don't panic. Yes these things must come, but the end won't follow immediately."
"Nations and kingdoms will proclaim war against each other. There will be great earthquakes, and there will be famines and epidemics in many lands, and there will be terrifying things and great miraculous signs in the heavens."

wad is happening now is exactly wad Jesus said to his apostles. Jesus foretells the future.
Tho' there are many probs such as the Sars, the 911 terrorist attacks n the present prob, which is d Tsunami waves caused by the earthquakes, God reassure us that there'll b great miraculous signs in the heavens and the end wont follow immediately. everythin that's happening now is God's plan. This is God's arrangement. it means tht we cant do anything, but to trust in him.

this morning when i woke up, i happened to watch the CHannel News Asia with my sis. it was showing the latest updates of the consequences of the Tsunami waves in diff countries. while i was watching, a sense of guilt came over me. i dunno y i felt tht way, but i felt so guilty seeing how they lost their loved ones n how much they've suffered. many children died bcuz they do not hav d strength to resist d current of the waves nor do they have d will to live. Hence, many parents hav lost their children. you guys shld relly see how terrible the waves were. eventho' d waves in d Nicobar Island was considered slight, many casualities occured too. can u imagine d impact of d 5storeys high waves tht hit Indonesia?
it oso showed d corpses whr many of 'em are black n swollen, due to the water fluid and d maggots attack. many corpses' hands are up in d air. know y? cuz they were holding onto a bar or wadeva, to survive. this explains y their hands are up in d air.

For those who're staying in spore, we shld feeel reaally lucky. so far, Spore has not experience such catastrophies or any form of dangers such as natural disasters or terrorist attacks or wars.
as much as i sympathise the victims of the Tsunami waves, i'm elated tht none of my loved one is a victim.

pray to our Father Lord that all these things would come to an end soon. however, he told us not to panic, for he knows wad is good for us.

2005-01-02T15:38:00.000+08:00

INTRUDER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALERT ALERT!!

2005-01-01T23:19:00.000+08:00

tyme for another complaining session agn. but firstly, i wanna summarise abt ytd's newyr party. the party was quite fun. managed to make some new frds.. or rather to know some new frds thru my cousin, Jiahui. were cracking super cold jokes which were quite retarded. but ya, skip those stuffs. so we slept at ard 6+am in d morning.
today my grandpa wanted all of us to go to his hse fer dinner. so we all reached there n halfway thru eating, one of my uncles jus shouted. he was actualli indirectly scolding my another ....(for those who dunno, too bad). aye.. i dunno how to explain things here, but it was very heartbreaking to see this scenario happening in our family. y cant they jus clear things up n make peace?. it'll not onli deepens the wound, it'll oso affect the children. hai. dunno how to continue le larh.
pray tht God would come n save this situation and oso resolve this prob peacefully. ciaoz

2004-12-30T01:07:00.000+08:00

omg. jus came back from orchard. my sis n her bf(ivan),mie dad n me went to Shaw hse n watched The Phantom Of The Opera. it was DARN DARN DARN FREAKIN NICE!.. pls pls watch it kays. the songs were so captivating. yes, captivating is d werd. i was totalli drawn into the whole show, esp those singing parts sang by the phantom!.. n guess wad? those songs are relli sang by the actors themselves!!... it was relli worth watching. omg, i still cant get over tht show. it's so heart-sinking. it makes my heart sinks. the phantom bears a veri pathetic soul. hais... the songs are great. DO watch it. its a MUS MUS SEE.
oh ya!. jus bought a tankini from Tannlines today. hahaha. my previous bikini was alil too small fer me. aiee... i don relli care abt how i look or how fat i'll be..fat means fat. i admit it! i mean who cares lah. wear den wear. hahah. k thts all. lol. ciaoz!

2004-12-29T01:47:00.000+08:00

hey hey!.. today's my mum n sis bday. didnt relli celebrate cuz we've alr celebrated with a whole bunch of ppl on d 26th. sis went out with her bf to celebrate at this romantic restauraunt called Cha cha cha in Holland Rd. heard frm my sis tht her bf had gave her lotsa surprises eh....heh heh. aniways, my sis is a BIMBO, she dun even know wad the hell he was doin even tho' it was quite obvious tht he's givin her a surprise. lyke duhz. hahah.
on d other hand, d rest of us (dad, mom n me) went n ate at Secret Recipe in IMM. dad ordered the "Irish Lamb" thingy, mom ordered this chicken stuffed with ham n cheese, n i ordered a lagsanna.. dunno how u spell tht. the lamb thingy was veri nice, indeed, its d chef's recommendation. mom's dish was quite tasty, but d chicken was alil bit too hard to bite. mine was okay, jus a normal lagsanna. Then, my mom went into d Fancl Shop, n we spent lyke HOURS in there. poor dad, he was idling ard for tht few hrs. lol.
so in d end, my mom bought her stuffs, bought my sis a bday prezzie, n OSO!,bought me an eyeliner. i was too kind to reject her offer to buy d Liquid eyeliner. cuz d liquid one is nearly 50bucks, n d pencil one is only 30bucks. so i asked my mom to get d pencil one, tho' i prefer usin d liquid one. =( damnit i shldnt reject tht offer.
haiya, wad has been done is DONE. sad =( k ciaos peeps.

2004-12-27T01:39:00.000+08:00

hey hey, im back!!.. my sis bf helped me fixed my comp. now my comp's reborned!!.. oh man, im so excited, jus couldnt stop usin it tho' there's nth to do online.so ive decided to blog to waste my tyme!... hmm.. jus had a great bbq jus now. both of my mom n dad's families came. total abt 50++ ppl. its kinda weird cuz there're of diff backgrds n languages n ways of thinkin.. my mom's side is kinda more traditional chinese type, more emphasized on manners n cultures n respect n appearance n everythin, while my dad's side is more relaxing, more slacking n stuffs, cuz they're M'sians.so they're more 'kampong', stuffs lidat. u can see d diff. but surprisingly, they managed to hang out quite well..
my sis n i bought lots of chocs n sweets n packed them into very very very nice x'mas decorated papers n tied it with nice ribbons, den we distributed out to each n every one of them with a stupid santa's hat on top of my head. so dumb.
but aniways, these few days were very hectic. my mom n dad had to do many things, cuz they participated in many progs in their church, den they still had to plan the bbq, so it was kinda tough fer them. my mom was lyke naggin n naggin non stop fer nth...bleah.
today's bbq was not bad. had fun with my cousins. =)
ciaoz guys.

2004-12-14T23:15:00.000+08:00

my comp has been down due to those fuckin viruses. currently using my sis' laptop.. so i wont be online THAT often animore. Thus, if ya'll have anithin to ring me, do leave a msg over there in d doodle-board n i'll try to reply asap. alternatively, give me a ring or sms. kkayyss?? taccaire peeps. shall not blog too much. ciaoz!

2004-12-09T15:45:00.000+08:00

heys!!!! back from camp! omigod. i was darn exhausted cann.. but everything was worth it. i relli enjoyed this camp alot and ive learnt so much abt God n others thru this camp. it was relli beneficial. =)))
atfirst, i wasnt relli familiar with d ppl there except fer Esther Foong. but d ppl there were so frdly and warm, esp Sheena n Esther Tan.. d fact tht we're room mates brought us closer. esther tan and sheena relli took care of me and i relli appreciate them. aniways, there were sessions after sessions, and i was relli quite tired at d beginning due to d kneeling downs and the worshippings. b4 d camp, i didnt relli make an effort to know or to believe in God. u can say tht im not interested in Him. okokok. i can imagine some of u will go "WAD?"..lol. lemme finish. my parents jus converted to Christians, and they're super enthu. so, they're kinda rush things n pushy.. d more me n my sista were very resistant towards christianity. Hence, i wasnt interested in Him.
However, Thru this camp, esp on the 3rd day, we had our last night session. therefore it was quite a long one. there was no preaching or sermons, jus worshipping. what d pastors did was to split us into grps. each grp has a theme. e.g: Grp8 is to know God. Grp7 is to learn the gifts of spirits. Grp6 is the spirit of healing..... so i went to grp 7. iclosed my eyes n prayed and sang along to d songs. Suddenly, i heard God telling me to open my heart so tht he can touch my heart and to accept him. He told me not to worry abt what others will think of me and i shld just focus in worshippin him cuz he's jus waiting to touch my heart. After tht, my heart felt warmth.
i believe its d holy spirits. Finally, God has touched me. I was so overwhelmed by his love that i weeped . Alvin and Esther Tan prayed fer me too. then i cried even more.
God's love fer us is really magnificient. it was un-describable. His presence was soo great that many cried. i prayed that God can lemme feel his presence and i wanna know Him. True enough, on that night, he answered my prayers. he touched my heart n assured me that he'll always b by my side n asked me not to worry bcuz im alr his daughter. d feeling was just so great.
the preachings and sermons were very interesting too. not to mention, d ggames!.. it was reeli fun. my grp were total strangers to me atfirst cuz they were all from diff regions. but in d end, we got along quite well n managed to stay in contact. there were abt 8stations. each station will have 2grps competing. it was relli fun, but DIRTY. we played with EGGS, PAPAYAS, some PINK PAINT, MUD, WATER. everythin. we even kayak!... super fun.. oh yah, we oso had a CS Idol.(Coasta SAnd Idol) each grp have to perform a skid and d pastors were d 3 judges from American Idol. muahhahha. it was damn hilarious i swear.
ahhh.. d 4days-3nites camp was very enjoyable indeed. evenso, i cant wait to get hm n bathe n slp. feels great to b hm. aniways, tataz guys. i relli have ta slp. MAN.